Untold Stories

♥ Thursday, January 31, 2008 ♥

Woohoooo!! today i went to HP towers with bb to collect my

invitation.... =) to rumms for this saturday to see JAY CHOU!!

yay yay...according to the Anglia guy, they're closing RUMMS

on that day and those without invitation would not be able to go in!

Wooohoooo!! That's good, at least there wont be so many ppl there!!!

Yay.... =) cant wait for this saturday....

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the GIRL was here at 12:03 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ♥

Okay, so for baby's bday, we went to science centre in the morning.

Nothing to do what. Swt... hahaha it was kinda sucky and boring....

There's not much to see but well, it's better than being in midvalley

looking at each other and the four walls since midvalley and ALL

shopping malls in that matter is B-O-R-I-N-G. Okay, so

around 1pm+ we left to PJ, to eat duck rice but IT WASNT OPEN.

So we had no choice but to eat chicken rice and =.= baby's car

kena saman...! Because he didnt put up the parking ticket thingy

in his car. SOME WEIRD MAJLIS BANDARAYA PJ PARKING

rules... so pathetic.... ! anyway we went to Midvalley after that

to watch sweeny todd, urmx, the movie wasnt that good,

kinda boring because most of the people left the cinema

halfway through.... so yeah! Haha, by the time the movie

ended.... it was around 6pm, so i made baby sit somewhere

while i went to BUY HIS bday cake (a surprise for him!!) ....

After i bought it, we went for dinner at the Tea for Two restaurant

in bangsar. He doesnt know that i would be bringing him there for dinner,

so it's another surprise... hehe! Oh yeah, i got baby two presents,

one is a heart shape bottle with stars in it and the other is a bottle with

toys and deco inside of it and my msg is written on the glass bottle.

oOOO the food at tea for two is not bad!!! =) i hope bb enjoyed his dinner

there... keke... oh yeah after we fininished eating then the waitress took

out the bday cake and lit up the candle..... hehe i was very excited... becuz

the CAKE IS unique.... =) it isnt one whole cake because i think that every

year, a person's bday sure will get one whole cake. Swt. That's so Boring...

So i got 6 types of cheesecakes instead (bb likes cheesecakes). =) wooohooo!!

Yeps, so I REALLy hope my baby enjoyed his bday... wee!!!

Swt, the dinosaur is eating bb's hand... hahahah

Cool yeah, look at the ball floating in the air....

This is sooo chun too... love the light...

Bb & i at some dinosaur's cave...

A skull... wahahahahha

Okay, i only can see the young lady... just

cant seem to see the old lady....can u? =.=

bb is able to... (eh wait after staring at the

pic for 2 mins...i THINK I SEE THE OLD LADY..OMG)

i love this pic...bb looks like he's in a jungle...

Nice?? =) at tea for two restaurant...

Bb making a wish... =.= wahahhaha

Chun leh, my 6 diff cakes... =) hahahaha.. ok

whatever!!! hahahaha

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the GIRL was here at 1:47 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Monday, January 28, 2008 ♥

Urmx, i've finally finished watching "Devil Beside You", i'll

comment on that later with pictures and gifs that i totally love.

Too lazy now to upload.... hehe! =) oooOO yeah, bb's bday is tommorow...

no wait... 1 hour 15 mins more.... wooohoooo!! I dont know why he's

not excited at all....but i KNOW I'M DAMN excited...lalalalallala...

so i'll come back to edit my post in 1 hour 15 mins more OKAY?? weeee

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED DEAR, EUGENE...

You're finally given the key to freedom...!! Hope all your

wishes and dreams would come true... =) muacks!!! love you!

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the GIRL was here at 1:43 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Saturday, January 26, 2008 ♥

TODAY is SUCH an UNLUCKY day.....

I woke up feeling damn tired.... and when i

reached college at 7.45am.... (today's class is at

main block- auditorium), i put down my file

and my human motivation assg book

" who moved my cheese?" and rested a lil

while on the COMFORTABLE chairs of the auditorium

that kept causing me to fall asleep! Crappy....

and then i totally forgotten about my cheese

book until Madhavi was explaining about

how our presentation should be like....

and it was then i SUDDENLY started searching

for my cheese book and realised that IT DISSAPEARED...

HOW COULD it be gone??? =.= i checked the whole auditorium,

seats by seats...and i couldnt see no cheese book. =( i was soooo

dissapointed because i was supposed to photostat a copy

for each of my group members and now IT'S GONE.....

and our proposal is DUE NEXT TUES WHEN we have

group meeting with Mr.Kenneth... OMG... =( i got no choice

but to buy a new 1 and had everyone in the group buy one too... =(

"WHO MOVED MY CHEESE BOOK?" DAMN YOU.....

Fuh and things just GOT better.... because after class,

while i was walking to the bookshop with Madhavi, i TRIPPED

AND FELL on my two knees....! it hurts sooo MUCHHH!!! =.=

now everytime i bend my knees, it hurts like crazy..! Skin peeled

offf... and =( damn.... it's kinda bengkak now.... !!! Arghh

pissed off wei..... =pp

Well after that incident, i was a lil more careful, not trying to

fall into the self-fulfilling prophecy.... =.= I try not to think about

the bad things that happened and =.= try to look for positive

things to talk about with my frendz.... BELLA thinks it's funny =(

that i lost my book and how i fell on my knees....wuwuwuwuw =pp

Anyway, after class, i went to Midvalley with baby, we watched rambo...

omg.... =.= i fell asleep for the first 30 mins of the show....

bcuz the first 30 mins was like sooo SLOW MOVING...

swt...it got better after that....=pp oOOO and we had pari for dinner...

=) pari from the food court...our fav.... =) wahahahhahaa =)

then we went to MPH to look for my cheese book and

for my counselling psychology book....

good news is that i just got A NEW CHEESE Book.... but MY STUPID

counselling book no more stock and have to wait 2 or 3 more weeks...

just like my stupid college bookshop!! The woman told me, books will

only come after CNY... WTF...how am i gonna hand up my counselling

logbook of chapter 1-5 on February 4.... if there's no TEXT BOOK...

(it's important because the q's to answer for my logbook is IN My text bk)...

swt...annoyING!!!

The white parts ... is the plastered part...
=.= wuwuuww pain

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the GIRL was here at 12:23 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Wednesday, January 23, 2008 ♥

Oh for today, i went to times square... =) ngek3....

went to get bb's present!! FINALLY!!! woohooo

it's nice.... =) and then after dat i went to nichii

to shop... while waiting for bb to finish work... =)

i got 3 tops... =) a green top, red top & a black babydoll

top... lovely... =) was looking for skinny jeans.... but

bb said the skinny jeans =( doesnt look good on me...

(the one i tried at nichii).... well, probably, i'll go look for

skinny jeans from samuel & kevin .... =) woohooo....

Oh yeah, we went to sg wang too!! AND coincidently,

Lin Yu Zhong was there too... =) yay, finally, i get

to see him real live.... if you dont know who is he...

he's the malaysian singer who sang the song "靠岸" (kao an)...

Urmx, he looks exactly like in picture lor.... unlike nicholas teo

(zhang dong liang) who's damn skinny in real live.... ( i personally

think that zhang dong liang looks better in PICTURES than real

live).....hahaha... =) okay... whatever.... oOOoo yeah currently watching

devil beside you starring mike he & rainie yang.... !! Not bad actually

.... i like mike he.... =) he has this cheeky smile always.... =.= keke....

crappy... mysoju stopped uploading bullfighting & ISWAK2... POTONG

STEAM betul....have to wait lagi...swt...

"Devil beside you"- Mike he & Rainie Yang

Lin yu zhong....

Lin yu zhong & DJ phoebe.....

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the GIRL was here at 9:37 PM - Melbourne .

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Okay, so here are the pictures for the zoo negara trip

that eug & i went together... =) haha... =) it was not bad

actually (minus all the stupid mosquitoes biting my leg)...

There were quite a lot of animals to see but well, still

can be improved.... =pp well i guess my expectation

towards the zoo in Malaysia isnt that high, therefore,

from what i saw on the 17th of january wasnt dissapointing

AT ALL... muahahahahhaha!!!

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the GIRL was here at 9:26 PM - Melbourne .

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Arghh THANKS queenie.... =) i love this pic sooo muchhh!!!

I just find this jay so cute + hot.... cooollllll!!! so adorable la

actually... oOO and he's half smiling.... cool...

hahahahah!!! weird that i have never seen this

pic before...anyway super thanks to queenie....

wooohooo tommorow IS A HOLIDAY!!! weeee...

go out... SHOP.... NICHII...here i comeee

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the GIRL was here at 1:46 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ♥

wooohooo i'm back ppl.... hectic weekend .....

I didnt have any class today because Dr.Ng went

for some seminar in HK. Yay!!! So i went to times square

today to get my bb's present!!! DAMN, it was expensive.....

but well i LOVE IT... so i guess BB WILL LOVE IT too... THAT'S

what i HOPE *ahem ahem* Oh yeah while waiting for bb to finish

work at 1pm, i went to get two shirts for my bb at giordano... it's for

CNY... + i think the two shirts that i got for him is really nice....

love the color...love the design... !! OOOo after that i went around to look

for cny clothes too! I went to my fav shop, nichii and OMG i just

wanted to try almost everything. I chose 4 tops + 1 dress

(max is 5 garments for the fitting room). I love EVERY single item

i brought in to the fitting room.... and THERE WERE more items

waiting for me outside there.... i saw one more green tee...

and it was soo cute.... but i didnt have time to try that cuz bb

finished work dy and asked me to walk over to his dad's office!

So i decided to just buy one of the tops that i tried... it is green

in color.... and it's NICEEE!!! The rest, I'LL WAIT for the

end of the week to get it, cuz my mom wanna go nichii too...!!!

woohooo!! btw, i have weird taste for clothes recently, VERY PICKY

and I LOVE colors like red, blue, brown & green.... hahahah i used

to always go for black stuff...... but well, now i just try all sorts of

other colors and it's nice!!! Oh yeah so after i meet up with baby,

we left to midvalley.... because we wanted to watch gabriel. After

buying tix, we went for lunch at the food court.... duh, to eat THE

VERY LOVELY AND SPICYYYYYY PARIII... WOOhooo!! lovely...

i love dat.....!!! ooOOo then we walked around for clothes, didnt

really see anything nice but i'm still craving for my pink pussycat shirt....

that shirt is soo cuteeee!!! =.= Okay, so after that we went to watch movie

and WE GOT OURSELVES a box of popcorns. We didnt get it

for the popcorns, we got it for the BOX. oKAY OKAY, jay's face is on

the box!!!! so GO FIGURE..... =) wahahahhaa =) the movie was ok lar....

not that good..... the ending was weird...didnt really get it!!! whatever.....

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the GIRL was here at 12:00 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Sunday, January 20, 2008 ♥

First of all

happy belated bday to JAY.....

FYI, his bday was yesterday and i was too sick

and tired to post anything up here!!!! =.= still

sick but not dat bad!!! lalalallala... so yay... jay

is one year older......

Hope that his sucess whether in directing, acting, singing

or composing..... would continue to grow....!!

Hope that he'll find a wonderful partner soon to take care

of him... so that me, HIS SUPER FAN.... would not

have to worry about him anymore!!! lalalalalala

Oh yeah, i'll post up the pix tommorow... still quite sick

to edit the pictures!!! hehe.. btw, at da moment now, i'm

watching ISWAK 2 but it's real slow cuz they're only showing

1 episode per week in taiwan... *sloww... yawnnnn*......

so currently, i'm also watching bull fighting (dou niu yao bu yao)

starring hebe & mike he. Not bad!! =) quite exciting... lalalala

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the GIRL was here at 1:53 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Friday, January 18, 2008 ♥

today me and dear went to the zoo... yes, =) the ZOO NEGARA...

haha, we were running out of places to go therefore, we decided

on the zoo. Furthermore, i cant even remember the last time

i went there... probably when i was a small kid or sumthin...

haha i'll post the pix up on sat or sun...too tired to upload any pics...

oh yeah, i got bitten by SO MANy damn MOSQUITOES...swt...

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More pix to share

They r so compatible...warghhh oOO and do u see arron? haha...cute nyer

Ariel surprised joe with her appearance

during his birthday party in taiwan!

Part of ISWAK 1... i think it's episode 19....

They r sooo cuteee!!!

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the GIRL was here at 1:38 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Monday, January 14, 2008 ♥

Today is the first day of the new sem for ADP....

which is actually my 4th sem/2nd year...

wooohoooo!! cant believe it, i'm already

considered a senior in the college..... still

remembering 1 year ago, my 1st day of class

..i was damn blurrrr...... haha anyway,

i met up with roxy, nat and etc.... at around 2pm+....

Arghhh =.= i was there much earlier, was supposed

to talk to mr.kumar bout my bio lab grouping....

thanks to matthew (feng jin).. shish, he told me to

be there a lil earlier bcuz he too wanted to change

lab grouping too, then when i reached there only he told me he went

home already... because he stepped on some nails

or something like dat!... Anyway, this is a

belated bday present by nat, roxy and etc. that i

received today.... =) THANKS to everyone-

those that chipped in for the prez, those that

came for the meet-up to celebrate

my bday as well as becky's one, our coll group!.......

this is a special thnx for all the lovely memories that

we had in coll- roxanne, natalie,becky, shing yiing,

michelle, camie, frederick, lester, ruey yih,yi shin,

sean, jia yao.... (ok if i missed out anyone,

forgive me... hehe...)... !!!

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the GIRL was here at 11:58 PM - Melbourne .

♥ Sunday, January 13, 2008 ♥

Okay, so i have also finished watching it started with a kiss

and i have to say, REALLy good! I find similarities between

this series and the korean drama "full house" which i

adore so much!!! wahahahahaha... I cant help it but i just

think that tall guys with short girls are DAMN CUTE!!!

It was a bit draggy though like full house but IT'S

DEFINITELY really.... GOOD! I so love Ariel Lin

and Joe cheng... both of them LOOKs soooo

compatible with each other just like Rain & song hye kyo.

I even love joe and ariel's off screen pictures together!!! They're

SO CUTEEEEEEE !!! I AM SO WATCHING ISWAK 2.... wohhoooo!!

Omg this is my fav part of ISwak... their first kiss!

I love the way joe reacted after that, he was so

surprise with his own action!! But anyway this pic

is rehearsal! BUT LOOK THEY R SO SERIOUS

eventhough it's only rehearsal..so CUTTEEE!! omg....

This was one of their promo tours i guess!!

They look so cute with each other!!

cant help it....

oOOO LOok this is off-screen.... ^^

I like this pic...wahahhaha

Sweet......

i printscreen this one from crunchyroll....

this is episode 19 (second last) and i LOVE THIS

EPISODE... cuz he finally confessed his love for her...

warghhh!!! lalalalallaa...

ooO i printscreen this one too, cuz i thought

joe cheng look really good in here!!! =)

actually one of the best pose of his!!

this part is ariel dreaming that when she

wakes up, she sees him next to her in her bed!!!

This is another printscreen by me....

this is their 2nd kiss after like what 3 years from

the 1st kiss.... he stole this kiss while she was sleeping

in the hospital cuz of yu shu's (joe cheng's bro) illness.

This is like the very start of the series when they

were still in high school...so cute!!!

This is off-screen! And they're caught comparing

their feet!! wahahahhaha... cute!!!

Joe cheng looks so serious here,

he's the total complete opposite in real live

then from the series..... =.= the way he laughs

is so hysterical.....

This is so adorable... LOOk at

the way joe is holding her hand...

THIS IS ISWAK2 ...AND I'M SO WATCHING this!!!

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the GIRL was here at 4:42 PM - Melbourne .

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Okay so i'm supposed to talk about the bird park trip which

was last wednesday (9th jan 2008). It was really fun,

and there was loads of birds!!! They were all so colorful...

not bad seriously!! Just that the shows that they had were

kinda sucky... hahaha embarassing actually cuz there

were quite a lot of tourist around and the show wasnt even

that good. Nothing THAT AMAZING! swt.... anyway

these are the pix we took!! =)

Ostrich

Peacock

It's posing for us ^^ yay

Nice right the color? =)

Lil chickies... soo cuteeee!!!

This was the art that we bought.....

can u see the words.... =)

so beautifully written!!!

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the GIRL was here at 4:28 PM - Melbourne .

♥ Friday, January 11, 2008 ♥

ooOO, okay on saturday i'll post up pictures of the birdpark which

i went to on wednesday (9th jan). As for today's post i'll keep it

short... for today, i've finally started watching this

taiwanese drama "It Started with a kiss".

When i first watched the 1st episode, i didnt think

the guy was that good looking! But after watchin

a few episodes, well, he is quite good looking and

MOST OF ALL he's so cute when he's with

the girl! The starting part is really funny,

about their high school period! But now i'm

in episode 6 and i'm gettin impatient cuz

IT'S OBVIOUS that the guy likes the girl,

but he's being so mean to the girl and at times

treat her rather coldly! That's so annoying...!!!

Okay, so i'll comment more about the series

after i finish watching the whole drama okay?? =)

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the GIRL was here at 12:44 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Wednesday, January 9, 2008 ♥

Today, me and bb went to so many places!! =) bb picked me up

from my house at 10.15am then we went for breakfast together.

We had nasi lemak (bb's fav!!). And then we went to lake's garden.

We actually decided to go there because we have never been there

before (though we have spent our whole life in KL). Okay, at 1st

it was a lil tough looking for parking and we went rounding

and rounding because there were like so many parks- butterfly

park, bird park, etc. So baby suggested we go to planetarium first.

hehe! Entrace fee was damn cheap. Rm 3 per person! =) oOOO

yeah we met a french lady at the planetarium and chatted with

her for a lil while. ooOOOo apparently they charged her rm 10 for her

ticket. Tourist price i guess. Haha, so baby and i went for a

30 mins show at da planetarium..."threats from space". Not bad actually!

Then after dat we walked around, nothing much. No wonder it's rm 3. Haha.

But we took quite a lot of pix. Muahahahah! Okay, by the time we left

planetarium, the sky was kinda dark, we knew it was gonna rain!

Sadly, it did, within minutes after we went into the car! But it wasnt that

heavy, so bb drove around to find all the parks! Since it was still raining, i

suggested that we should have our lunch 1st. So bb drove to bangsar and

we ate at McD. Swt! Bb got his prosperity burger that he loveeees soo much!

Which i think it's OKAY only lar!!!! I love the curly fries.... it's the best!!!

Yummm!! Ooo after lunch it was still drizzling but by the time we drove

back to lake's garden, the drizzle had stopped. So we went to this dinosaur

park! Wahahaha, no actually we didnt want to go there, just that we were

deceived by the signboard which sounded more like a dinosaur exhibition!

And i was looking forward to it until i saw that it was ONLY a dinosaur park

for lil kids. Swt! Hahaha. But we did take some pix at the so-called

botanical garden which was also at the dinosaur park!! wahahahhaha.

oOOO yeah, after that we tried searching for our deer park! I wanted

to see deer so badly, even the day before, i was so excited! But unfortunately,

it was closed! =( i could only see the deers from the top of the hill! sad!

We actually wanted to go to the butterfly park but the entrance fee was

kinda pricey and according to the french lady, she said that there were very

little butterflies! haha. She said the bird park was better! =) So we didnt go!

Instead, we went to check out the orchid park! Really beautiful plants they

have over there but I GOT BITTEN BY MOSQUITOES like crazy!

Especially my poor leg! =( Hated it. By the time we were done with

orchid park, there was thunder, so we assumed that it was gonna

rain very soon, so we went back into the car! And as we were heading out

from the bird's park car park (which is opposite orchid park), we saw some

monkeys hanging around outside the bird park! So we stopped and took

some photos! oOOOoo u know, the 1st female and male monkey we saw,

they were like at first scratching each others back! But after a lil while,

in a sudden, they just started mating! Haha and the male monkey looked

evil with his TEETH all SHOWN!!! Scary monkey! But they stopped

after they saw me and eug looking at them... which was about after 10 secs.

Guess they're kinda shy.... wahahahahahha And then all the

monkeys suddenly climbed out and were looking for food in the garbage bin,

OOooo yeah, we caught a cool monkey smoking too haha, he took the cigarette

and put it into it's mouth.... HAHAHHAHA =) Oh yeah, we also caught another

almost like a young monkey mating oso... but like for 5 seconds because

they were lotza tourists around taking photos. Hehe!! After that, we decided

to stop by at the national monument for a short while just to take pix!..

not bad actually! The monument is REALLy huge! But couldnt really

spent a long time there because it started drizzling again!! Really tiring

and fun day! But tommorow after class, me and bb will be going to

bird park!!! weee..happy!!! cant wait!!! Oh yeah, we had dinner

together at genting klang's ming tea house!! I love the mantou there!

and i love bb's soursop juice.... =( i always choose the wrong one which

is the green tea which tastes more like chinese tea!! wahahhahaha!!!

Planetarium- in the dark hole

Me- looking tiny in the dark hole

Me- looking like a giant in the dark hole

giant eug in dark hole

This is the tiny version of him... wahhahaha

This is the angkasawan model thingy...

This is the space girl sleeping! (this is how they sleep!! for real)

Galeri pemandangan at planetarium

BB & i..... at galeri pemandangan... =.=

The dinosaur park!

Baby looking happy! I think he loves the park!

Taken at the fountain at dinosaur park

Cactus found at the dinosaur park.. so-called botanical
garden.

Deer PARK... wuuwuwuw cant go down there...

The male monkey scratching for the female monkey!

The whole family.... =)

Monkeys looking for food...

Cool monkey is SMOKING!!! =)

Fountain at orchid's park

Bb & i =)

Bb and the flowers..... =) orchids actually...

Me!!!!

Me again... swt....

oOOOo bb with the lilies i think....

^0^

Some plant taking session... wahahahha lovely orchids..

The flowers from this plant or tree is so pretty!!!

This is taken by bb... weeeee...!! lovely

National monument....

hahx, do you see it... =)

oOOO the guy's head and the flag is cut off... =.=

Took this- random....

was on the way home..and saw this number plate...
cool.. i love the number... "1"

Ming tea house (i like the japanese section
better...) ngek3....

Green tea VS Soursop (wuwuwuw soursop is nice)

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the GIRL was here at 1:36 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Tuesday, January 8, 2008 ♥

Okay, today i went to IDP early in the morning. =( baby had

to work, so he couldnt fetch me there. I had to take lrt by myself

to klcc and then walk to wisma selangor tredging. Sad right?

Anyway, i reached klcc roughly around 10.35am and i was like

some lost kid asking for directions! So pathetic, i sound more

like a tourist! It took me almost 10 mins to figure out where it

was and by the time i knew where the building was. I was sweating

like a mad dog! And I STILL HAD TO WALk there. Damn,

i hated that place because it's a main road and there's just so many cars!

I hate crossing the road by myself but i knew i had no choice! Thank god

there were pedestrian crossings and traffic lights to help me through

the whole journey! Swt! After chatting and discussing with the Monash

Representative about my transfer problemz (which well, he did give

me some useful information but i just felt that it wasnt enough!). He talked

so softly half the time, i had to struggle hard to understand what he was talking about.

And his slang. fuhz! I think i better get used to that!

By the time i finished discussing with him, it was only 11.20am,

and this time round i had no trouble walking back to klcc. I then took a

cab to sg wang because i am supposed to meet baby for lunch at pavillion.

Ngek3.... as soon as i reached, i went to Maybank to bank in the money

for that pei2 girl! Then i walked over to lot10, went to buy some facial stuff!!

The place is so quiet... scary! Soon after dat, i walked to pavillion and had lunch

with my dear! oOOOo after lunch, i went to memory lane to picked up some

bday cards while eug went back to work! I realised that their choice is

getting more and more limited! They seldom add new bday cards and

every year i see the same old thing! Boring....Of course, the one i got for

baby is really nice!! =) Then after i got my cards and bb finished work,

we walked back to sg wang, to post some guy who bought one of our vouchers!!

Nice!! Money coming in! But i think more money comes out because it's

payment day for jay's tix! Had to bank in to president's bank acc!

*swt* total for both our tickets is like rm 700 ++. Wuwuwuw,

yeah and i hate public bank (the one near times square).

So damn slow..... luckily, baby met one of his dad's worker there,

so could cut the line...wahahahha, if not we would have to wait for

an hour + . Sad case! OOooO yeah these are some of the pictures i

took today..no wait, it's 12.40 now.. so it was yesterday's!!...

weird pix... but hey, i'm bored aights?

me & baby

Look baby sleeping in the car... ngek3

baby's fav pooh bear.... which i dont really like!! =p

our cutie pie mango!! weeeee...

baby's car is bcoming girlie. =) Hello kitty & daniel!

Nice? We got this in midvalley!!

keke!!!

Oh, this is so random... me taking a tree! haha

This one is nicer than the previous one!

And this is the best! I love the color and lighting.
I didnt edit it! =) this is ori pic!

And this was what i ate in da evening...
wat a weird combination...
Junk food + health drink

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the GIRL was here at 2:59 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Monday, January 7, 2008 ♥

Another boring day

Okay, so lets see what i did today!

On9, to get more ppl to buy my stuff.

Was checking out some tees (wont tell where)

for my bb's valentine day gift.... as well as

anniversary le.... very soon hehehhe,

preparing all the surprises already!

Urmx, oOOO also persuading ppl to

buy voucher lor!! So that i can use

it to buy the jay concert tix & merchandise! =)

Oh yeah, was really tired and i took

out my jay jigsaw puzzle which i bought like

a year ago! Never got the inspiration

to start on it! But today i was damn bored...

so i just wanted to try.... hhehehe... Oh yeah

just to let u know, it's a 1000 piece jay jigsaw puzzle...

not easy as it seems to be!! it took me almost 30 mins...

to be able to complete only this small lil portion....

Yay, i got his eyes... do u see it... and his ears.... there.. can see? and

of course his autograph... ngek2....will update more about the progress

of this puzzle.... wahahhahahah!!

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the GIRL was here at 1:44 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Sunday, January 6, 2008 ♥

Family

Family? I'm sure you've heard of a known fact that says

that family should always be put as your main priority

,that family should always come first. But in my family,

it's different. When i was young, i always thought

my parents were normal, just like every parent

out there in this world (maybe they were THEN). I was rather ignorant

and wasnt bothered much about the things around me.

Somehow, i grew up to find that not all parents were like mine,

especially during my teen years. My father is a very thickheaded person,

who doesnt accept other ppls opinion much and thinks that

everything that he says is good, is good. My mom, she's the worst,

she's the worst communicator in the world because sometimes, it happens

just so randomly, she would scold you for no reason or this happen always

whereby the 1st sentence that comes out from her mouth, is a negative

thing. She just cant stop picking out on people and other ppl's weaknesses.

Therefore, you can somehow conclude that i grew up in a place whereby

no communication takes place because even if you try to, what you

try to say gets rejected or blocked! So why bother? Just keep it to

yourself!

When i was 12, i realised that family to me, means nothing! if really

i had to write an essay about it, there's only negative things to write about

or maybe i can create some idealistic family that i want to have! It was also

12, i told myself, i would quickly finish up my studies and leave to overseas,

leave malaysia because there's no reason for me to stay! There's NOTHING

that i cant leave behind in Malaysia. NOTHING AT all. When i was 12,

i felt that emptiness in me! The closest person to me, wasnt my parents,

but my cousin sister instead! I am grateful that i had her during

that period of time. I was very sad when her family had to leave malaysia and

temporarily stay in bangkok for around 5 years because her dad had to work

over there. Therefore, i looked forward to every friday and saturday nights because

that was my appointment time with her- thru msn msnger! And every holiday,

i would go down to bangkok to look for her and my cuzin brother! I love

my stay always because whenever i'm there, i can feel what is a real

family really like. I do envy her at times because she is close to her dad and

her mom actually COMMUNICATES well with her, yeah the mom does

scold her sometimes but it's different. It is very obvious!

As i grew much more older, i realised that it wasnt only my cousin's parents,

but everyone i knew basically, are quite close to their parents! And they're kinda

shock to find that i'm not close to mine neither do i wanna be close to them!

And as i grew older, i distanced myself away from my parents as much as i could

because i dont find any reason in being with them physically since no real

communication could be done! I cant deny, they have worked hard to pay for the

school fees and to give me a sum of pocket money that most ppl my age dont get.

But, what's the use of the money given to me? i spend it on things i like, only to

find that material objects are only able to give me temporary happpiness!

Therefore, i've turned into quite an impulsive buyer because i hope

that the more things that i buy for myself, the longer i could

sustain this temporary happiness of mine!!!!!

I came back home everyday from high school, only to find my maid and

my brother at times (if he's having holi from college, etc.). Yeah, i dont

really like my brother last time and wasnt very close to him but in my

family of four, i communicate and talk to my brother THE MOST!

He knows me better than my mother does because AT LEAST he knows

what food i like to eat! Weird but i think other than my bday, where i was

born, my name and age......... i dont think she knows anything else about me!

I doubt she even knows what color i like! Actually come to think about it,

i think i talk to the maid more often than to my own parents! I hated those

holidays where i couldnt go to bangkok to visit my cousins and i still

dont know how to take public transport then! Therefore, i couldnt go

anywhere but to stay at home- on9, sleep, or watch television.

If not, i DO HAVE A CHOICE- which is to stare at the four walls

or talk to my dolls!

I guess when my brother left to the United States, it was even more

lonely over here! Eventhough we seldom talk to each other after school

and often lock ourselves in our own rooms but at least, i knew that there's

someone with me at home! My cousin sister too started college

back here in Malaysia, her whole family came back here! So i get

to meet her every saturday! It was nice but we chatted less on9

because i guess we're both busy with our school stuff! A year or so,

she too, left to UK to further her studies! We seldom contact because

of the timing and furthermore, i have started college (kinda busy) and

she's a law student! Need me to say more? So i guess the closes

relative i have, now too, isnt that close anymore!

The house is even more empty NOW! I am always alone until 7pm...

that's when my mom gets back home...or the latest...was like 9pm!

My dad, he's always back home around 11pm++ or sometimes

i dont even see him the whole day! I guess it's their job! So i

cant complain! It's kinda sad being home alone always......

that is why i take every opportunity i have to leave home-

whether to go out with friends, my dear or even BEING in

college is better than home! ANYWHERE but home!

Whether in high school or college, i feel happier than being

at home! In high school i have friends to talk to....have teachers

to talk to (undesirable choice but better than nothing).

In college, there's also friends, during the free time- i can

use it to study (studying there seems more happening and

lively than home). Come to think of it, i rather sit in lectures

and tutorials, even the most boring ones, than staying at home.

At least, there's someone actually talking to you!!! At least

communication actually happens!

I guess i'm so used to not treating my home as one,

that i avoid my family even on saturdays and sundays too.

If possible, i would go out.. that's what i would do if i'm allowed to....

I am so used to being alone at home that i rather

do my own things like studying, surfing the net, anything that's

for individual! I feel better that way! That's why whenever

college holidays come by, i would go out everyday because

it's holiday. There's no assg to do, no books to study, u can surf one

whole day of the internet but you cant do dat for 31 days in a row!

Therefore, being outside is better! I'll rot at home and my brain would

not function properly if i'm kept in the house for 31 days with so little

communication. Approximately speaking an amount of 310 words in a month!

I would either become stupid.... or crazy...!!!

I guess my relationship with them is never good! I'm glad i'm gonna leave

in 6 months time to Melbourne. I've been waiting for this moment for almost 7 years!

7 years of plain mental torture! The way they brought me up, is to always give in

to their decisions and to not have your own opinion because you shouldnt have one!

That's why i am rather indecisive. I noticed that when i was in form 5 and whenever

people ask me to choose... i would always reply them, " Anything will do, it's up to u".

I guess i dont even get to say what i want at home or stand up for myself, i've tried

since forever, but ever since the day i learned that speaking up wont make a difference,

i stopped trying. I gave in to whatever that ppl wants because to me it doesnt

make a difference whether to speak up or not! I didnt bother much either in form 5.

But when i was in college, i learned even more about myself! I realised that

communication problems in my family doesnt lie in me, but it's in them.

Because i learned that to communicate well with another is to be able to start

a convo with something positive and not just attack the listener! Furthermore,

i have also learned that in communication, we have to accept other ppl's

opinion and to empathize them! Furthermore, to fully understand the message,

we have to understand it not only the meaning of the message, but the tone

and emotions of the message! ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT my parents FAILED

in ALL THESE SIMPLE REQUIREMENTs for a communication to take place!

So what more about heart to heart talk? *nods head*

Furthermore, maybe because i am not close to them and often goes out,

they think that i'm good for nothing! They always like to compare me and others!

Never really supportive! They always think that i hang out with the wrong friends

and blablabla. They always think that i'm not old enough or mature enough to

make my own decisions. They always think that what they say is right and

what i say IS ALWAYS WRONG! They always think that i'm not good enough!

They always think that i wont go far because my mom said it herself, especially

in form 5, she wasnt even supportive at all! She gave me negative comments

always like "i think after form 5, u better dont study anymore, dont waste our money"

or "you're not the studious type, better dont study anymore". Yah thanks for being

supportive, your words made me independent and make me feel that one

day when i achieve my very own success, i wouldnt even thank you because you

werent behind me all this while! It was others, not even blood related ppl,

who supported me in times of needs! Even the teachers gave me more support

than my own parents! Sometimes it's like no matter how good i get, it doesnt matter

because this is what my mom would say "not good enough, why only like this..

others can get ....". No one would understand how it feels when your own mom

could say something like that to you. So unsupportive. Not even the word

"Ok" is being said by my mom before! It's like the ppl closest to u, who u expect

to give u support and confidence, just tells u that you have no hope,

you're gonna be a failure! It's sad really, HURTFUL! VERY HURTFUL!

That's why i wanna leave, i cant stand them! You dont even feel inspired

around them because your self-asteem is being affected by them~

Therefore, my pillar of strength is not them but from others!

=( like my dear......... and my friends! They are the ones who get me

to continue, to continue being strong so that one day i could show

them, achievement! Yes, as soon as i start working, i would

give them money and stuff, to repay them! But to take care of them,

if i do, i do it because it is my duty as a child. Nothing more.

I wont be unsupportive, i wont be hurting them because i'm not

like them. I wont follow their footsteps. Not even one of it.

Sometimes, i think whether is it me or them? Could it be me, being

oversensitive, being immatured! But i realised i'm not the only one

having problems with them. Like my cuzin sis, a few years back,

she had a BIG ARGUMENT with my mom! Hahx, i nvr seen her like

dat with her own mom before! Even the biggest argument she had

with her mom, she just kept quiet! I guess my mom really has some issues!

As for my dad, he's always not willing to listen to others! Sometimes, even

the reasons he gives me is plain irrational! No wait, he thinks i'm still

young and will accept his reasons! I am old enough to be able to analyse

and evaluate a reason given and to judge whether the reason is rational or not.

It's plain stereotyping at times! They may be physically in 2008, but their minds

are still in 1950's or something! They dont see the world changing!

My mom always think that everyone is not good, criticise this person

not good, that not good! In the end of the day, she should look into the mirror

and find out her own weaknesses and fix it before she goes about on others,

talking about them...Furthermore, whenever i talk about what other ppl

are like to make them realised that they're in 2008, they will tell me that

"ur friend's parents... simply...." .... and "ur cuzin also like to..." .

OPEN UP YOUR EYES, my friends parents, cuzin parents, every other

parents may simply..... but I THINK their family is so much more

family-like. Their family is a happier family and most of

all their family actually COMMUNICATES and they understand

each other better. What do we have? NOTHING! More

like a dismantled family to me where everyone goes their own way.

No one really sticks together because there's nothing that sticks

them together in the first place.

I remembered when i first chose psychology as my major, everyone

asked me why i chose it including my parents! I couldnt answer them then

but i knew i wanted this! I guess i know the reason why now. I'm

always sad, doesnt really show? Maybe not. But i am. So i really

want to know what could be so wrong with me and maybe fix my own

problem since psychology is more towards humanities. Understanding

human behavior! I wanted to understand my problems! And most of

all, i wanna help others so that they dont have to go through what i

went through! But no, i dont plan to be some sort of family psychologist.

I just wanna give hope to others, i wanna give them strength and support

at the times when they need it the most, i want them to have happier

lives and not just destroy their self-confidence. Most of all,

i want them to know that they're worth more than those

who looks down on them and discourages them!

Oh yeah, today my mom said something which i think is such a big joke.

She was JUDGING ME again based on her less than 0.1% information of me

and giving me negative comments. And i said "like you know me well enough".

hahx, and my dad replied " i think we know you well enough to say that".

You're wrong, YOU THINK?! That's not enough to know me because

You KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME!!!

With the amount of words i talk to u per day,

i doubt you even know THE MOST BASIC things about me!

You totally have no idea who am i!

I am ONLY a stranger to you!

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the GIRL was here at 1:51 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Thursday, January 3, 2008 ♥

Jay's concert 2008

PRESENTING TO YOU

JAY's 2008 Malaysia CONCERT

Credits to: GALAXY
Seating plan released: 3rd January 2008

*applause applause* ALL HAIL TO KING JAY CHOU!!!! wooohoooo

*bow* ...THE MOMENT THAT I HAVE WAITED FOR *SPEECHLESS*....

It has almost been 3 years..... *sobs sobs*...FINALLY IT'S HERE... THE

GREATEST CONCERT EVER!!! lalalalallalalala... I CANT WAIT PPL....

*CHEERS TO JAY* ....he's finally making some time to come see his

BELOVED *AHEM AHEM* fans in MALAYSIA.... THE AIR IS FILLED

WITH GREAT EXCITEMENT as i SEE FORUMS and JAY FANS discussing

about what tickets they are planning to buy. FOR ME, apparently my ticket

is booked already by my president from Myjaysian. But i dont know

whether it's VVIP or the rm 398. So i have to wait until tonight to know.

*NERVOUS* ... I WANT THE BEST (sorry i very kiasu i know!!! )

Btw, wait for my post tonight!!! ooOO this concert is anticipating......

wooohoooooo!! i cant help it....

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Okay dont need wait until tonight, just got the news from MyJaysian and

they have decided to get the rm 398... either block b or block d (poll to choose).

Of course block B... it's much closer to Jay!!!! Okay then, HERE I COME JAY!!

WO LAI LE!!!! wooohoooo!!!

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the GIRL was here at 7:17 PM - Melbourne .

♥

Seventeen prize collected

Okay, today me and bb went to collect my prize from BluInc.

We had a hard time searching for the company especially since it's close

by to so many other different companies as well as factories! However, we

managed to reach before 12pm. Woohooo!! Anyway as expected, the prize

was just some lame cds... some singles + some albums + a stupid black

spider t-shirt! I guess it is worth rm 750 like 10 years back and right now,

in 2008, those albums that they gave me has probably devalued. wahahaha!!!

Okay, the best album is probably the cheap rihanna's album (special Malaysia

edition which probably cost like rm 29.90? swt) and Lindsay Lohan's album

which is probably the one i like best because first of all the cd is from the

United States (there's this FBI PIRACY thingy... yeah..and it's diff from our

MALAYSIA ORIGINAL pkn or whatsoever sticker)...so it should be from US

and furthermore, it has LINDSAY lohan's autograph on it. Nope not a printed

one, she signed it personally! So i guess that's the one worth winning for!

AND ONLY THAT!

The "HAMPER" ...(i wouldnt even call it one... more like a gift pack)

Cds that i got....

The autographed Lindsay cd...

Can you see it? whoever who asked her to sign it there
is stupid...cant they see her album bg- there's like words
in grey... =.=.. so DUH...ask her to sign above the word "speak" ....
i think that would be the best place for her to sign..so that her
autograph is ACTUALLY noticeable... swt i didnt even realised
it until eug told me that there's actually an autograph...and i had
to look closely.... before i could see it!!!
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Okay, other than that gUESS WHAT? B.Psych timetable just came out!

Swt. First of all, B.Psych is either out of their mind or something because

their lectures are 3 hours... wth is that? Crazy! And because of that i cant

take cultural anthropology as an elective for my social science sub. So

GUESS WHAT?

the only social science sub that actually doesnt clash with my other

subs is ONLY "research methods". I just feeel that me & the research

methods damn "yau yuen" (we're meant to be) ..... Because for psychology,

im also taking research methods! JOY!!!!!!! How wonderful?? It couldnt

be any better!!! So now, i'm stuck with this...

Abnormal psychology, Human motivation, Research methods

(psychology), Biology and Research methods (social science)...

This is crazyyy!!! I'm gonna die!
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I just got some bad news which IMMEDIATELY and OFFICIALLy

puts me into the state of "FINANCIAL CRISIS". But i cant tell now

what is it about. It's top secret & i'm not supposed to reveal it. Maybe tommorow

or 2 more days, when the news is out then i'll tell you specifically wth is going on!!!

I just know it's a crazy news!!! damn crazy and shock!!!...

2008... what a rocky start?.... lack of money, lack of time & stuck with stupid subs

for the first four months of a new year!!! PERFECT!!!

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the GIRL was here at 3:34 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Wednesday, January 2, 2008 ♥

new year's resolutions

New year's resolutions

1. Save more money for bb's bday, anniversary, valentines as well as for jay's merchandise. Oh yeah and for my bank acc too =) to be kept for future investment.

2. Hahz, study smart and make sure get good grades- meet the requirements of Monash.

3. Quickly find solutions to all my TRANSFER problems- which is bothering me so much!

4. Live a healthier lifestyle- make sure i dont sleep too late (this is tough *swt*), dont stay under air-cond too much because it's drying up my skin...

5. Be a good girl & not make bb sad always! weeeee!!!!!

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Today is such a boring day. Bb went for some unknown person's wedding dinner.

So i'm here all alone. *sobs sobs* HOW COME BLOGSPOT DOES NOT

HAVE EMOTICONS... =( i love emoticons. haha i'm such a freak XD.

Oh yeah and bpsych.net is pissing me off, wuwuwuw cuz i dont know when

is lecture groupings and when is the bloody timetable gonna come out. This is

my 1st time taking a b.psych(bachelor of psychology) subject (forced to because

i'm in a desperate state to leave to Melbourne in July). So i'm SOOO LOST now,

like as if i'm a first year student, whatever, it's only 1 sub... but bpsych is kinda

screwed because the timetable release date is postponed to 3rd of jan... and even

bpsych students themselves are lost... so me, an american degree programme

student, would even be more lost.... Roxanne doesnt want to take abnormal psy

with me... =( so i guess i'll be alone in bpsych for this subject only (THANK GOD!)...

but still...there'll be no one familiar in sight..... i'm a lost kid!!! + i may be

skipping the 1st lecture class, so i will be even more lost. *swt* Just being paranoid

as usual, but what if on the 1st day itself bpsych lecturers (i'm not sure bout this,

just assume that or "if") are damn semangat and start giving out assignments or

explains about assignments. And everyone has their own group except me =(

me, the left out one...lOser betul...Wuwuwuwuw TOO many things

running through my mind now! So i better stop thinking! Fuhzzzz!!!

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Oh yeah, i was surfing friendster when i came across this picture which

was siang su's dp pic...take a look.....

Ta-da, it's none other than "Left to right: Siang su, Yu shen & Cheng yek" ...

this picture looks funny (this is individual preference, u'll only understand

why it's funny if u're friends with them... =) . I couldnt recognize yu shen and

cy at all at first! And susu looks weird... like some sort of JUNKIE... wahahahah!!!

whatever...

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the GIRL was here at 1:45 AM - Melbourne .

♥ Tuesday, January 1, 2008 ♥

Happy new Year!

It's 10.43pm, an hour plus and 2007 will be gone forever!

Okay so lets see what happened this morning!

Oh yeah, this totally cheered me up.

I received a letter from BluInc.

Familiar yes but just cant seem to recall.

I was very excited and immediately tore open the envelope to see what it was.

I didnt even bother reading the whole thing because these few words

caught my eyes IMMEDIATELY - "congratulations", "Seventeen magazine",

"2nd prize winner", "universal hamper worth rm750". WOOHOO!!

Every month since July, i have tried my luck on all these competitions held

by Seventeen mag. I was about to give up because it seems that there werent

any fruitful results and i was getting demotivated. Hah, so i guess it's a good

way to start off my year (almost) by winning a prize! That's a total boost to the self-

asteem! Cheers!!!! Whatever *rolls eyes*. Cant help it, but i'm super

lame ~~at times~~ all the time! I'm gonna go now.... so

Happy New Year!! May this year be all good! I'm

GREEDY!!! YES, I AM.. ALL GOOD FOR ME!!!! =p

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the GIRL was here at 1:41 AM - Melbourne .