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  • ♥ Sunday, March 30, 2008 ♥

    Yay, finally colloqium day is over, presentation over

    for research methods. wasnt that bad and not extremely

    good either, but well, way better than my poster defense!

    Anyway let me update you with what happened yesterday!

    Yesterday was friday, so i had counseling lecture from

    9am-12pm
    ... crazy right these b.psych people.... when there's

    no tutorial then lecture would be 3 hours long. Who lar would

    be able to survive 3 hours? + the seats are so comfortable....

    i just feel like falling asleep! swt. I cannot tahan, so during

    the 10 mins break, i just left the class. Too boring!
    When

    your brain is asleep, no use being there physically.

    Might as well save some oxygen for those students who are

    ACTUALLY ABLE TO concentrate in class
    ! blehx =p Hmm,

    then i went to look for that roxy lor, she was busy preparing

    what to say for presentation! oOOOo yeah, i got quite a lot

    of songs from her, cuz remember last time my old comp

    got knocked out by virus.... yeah so all my songs wiped out.

    i was so heart broken~! =pp yeps, with roxy song lists, i

    definitely can recover almost all of it
    but my pendrive not

    enuff space and i had to transfer my powerpoint slides to

    shiuna using my other pendrive, therefore, cant use that

    pendrive to save songs becuz shiuna's laptop got lotza

    virus. Swt.
    I'm totally against virus, so i dont want to

    take the risk again and do anything funny to my comp....!

    Hmphhh.... at 4pm, baby was supposed to fetch me from

    college and we planned to go MV to watch movie
    but then

    he said cudnt start his car cuz no battery. So he asked me

    to go to MV first. Fuh, we ended up watching "shutter" at

    5.30pm. Hmmm, ok comment on the movie shutter. Definitely

    not as scary as the thai version of the movie, which is the ori

    version as well!
    lalalala..by the time the movie finished, it was

    around 7.00pm ....... hmmm, didnt know what to eat but we

    ended up at chilis and.... their lamb steak is real good! i love their

    mashed potato!! Yummy Yummy....
    =) As for today,

    i woke up at 6am
    just so that i could attend other's presentation

    to gain extra credit at 8.30-9.40am. Our presentation

    started around 11.10am, damn nervous wei + it was

    Dr. Ng assessing us.... not shock since she's our lecturer

    for research methods!
    Feedback was alright, so it was

    really quite a good news for us! Then i had to stay until

    3pm to attend two other presentations to gain extra credits

    for 2 other psy subs. Boring
    ! After that rushed home, slept for

    an hour then left to one of my mom's cousin's son punya newborn

    son punya 1 month old party - "mun yuet"
    ---> what we call

    in canto eh... haha, the party was at my uncle's house at,

    you know the hill next to KBU college, yeah one of the

    condominiums there! Been there a few times before but

    i nver realised how beautiful the swimming pool really

    was until tonite! Oh yeah, my second-cousin punya son is so cuteee!!!

    (second cousin means if my mom punya sis punya son is my

    cousin, so my mom punya cousin punya son would be my

    2nd cousin lor). So basically, i'm LIKE the AUNT TO

    the baby. Sounds like some old heck! shish.... ! Totally

    not, I'M still 18....... ok ok turning 19 in december...

    but dat's a long way to go
    =pp blehx! Hmmm just came

    back home, so decided to update my blog since

    it seems kinda dead other than me, citing and crediting

    other bloggers/ppl... and filling it up by uploading pictures!

    Swt! Chattin with roxy now and she's damn cute!

    Omg her msn is damn funny as well.... =.=


    - Roxanne - says:
    hello ?



    - Roxanne - says:
    sorry



    - Roxanne - says:
    my msn is crazy sot sot dei


    kath says:
    why wassup with ur msn


    - Roxanne - says:
    i dunno



    - Roxanne - says:
    can u read all the previous post i sent to u.....



    - Roxanne - says:
    haihz..what is wrong.....MSN PMS-ING !!!! haihz



    - Roxanne - writes:









    kath says:
    SWT...serious



    kath says:
    why not?




    - Roxanne - writes:


    kath says:
    haha msn


    kath says:
    dunt like u


    kath says:
    lalallalaa

    - Roxanne - says:


    kath says:
    hahahahha =) so damn sad wei u...


    - Roxanne - writes:

    kath says:
    read pm? read what pm...

    - Roxanne - writes:

    kath says:
    OMG yah...so chun

    kath says:
    u can now use ur nickname

    kath says:
    as A WAY to communicate with me

    kath says:
    HAHAHAHAH

    kath says:
    keep replying to everyone that u r chattin with....

    kath says: by changing ur nickname lar Hahahah

    - Roxanne - says:
    keep reading my pm

    - Roxanne - says:
    i mean nickname

    kath says:
    hahahhaha

    kath says:Cacat...msn HAHAHAHHA
    such a cool way to communicate..How convenient!!!



    the GIRL was here at 2:40 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Thursday, March 27, 2008 ♥

    Hah, okay was reading this post by one of the myjaysian

    member which reminded me of what i want to post about

    a few weeks ago. Sorry bad memory... I WANNA


    GO TO TAIPEI.... =.= jay's restaurant and


    jay's shop! I wanna go!!!........


    His restaurant and shop is damn chun!!


    Alright, his shop IS KNOWN AS "PHANTAC"




    Cool?




    It's so chun... =)


    .... nice...



    Shoesss!!!


    AND HIS BEAUTIFUL RESTAURANT



    "MR. J"- it's a french-italian restaurant!





    Cool pic right? hahahaha


    Nice right?


    Love the ambience


    ...... =)




    The piano..... damn, i wonder if i would be able to
    touch the piano that jay had his hands on b4! wahahah!


    the GIRL was here at 3:30 PM - Melbourne .




    Okay, today was rather 'sien' cuz nothing to do at all...

    reached home at around 2pm, ate maggi mee and then

    watched "sydney white" starring amanda bynes....

    i love her the most among the group of girls

    that came out almost the same time as her,

    hillary duff, lindsay lohan (eventhough she started

    her career damn long ago, since parents trap)...

    I love her personality, very simple yet very attractive...

    have you watched "what a girl wants?". Watch it,

    it's damn good! Anyway was just reading some blogs,

    and i came across dionn's blog. Okay, to those who dont know,

    dionn and her sister, devonn are both the president/founder/owner...

    of Myjaysian. She finally uploaded the jay's concert

    video- the part where jay came around to myjaysian side and talked to us....

    HAHAHHA and jealous betul, jay called her "lat mei" ..... but at the same time,

    happy oso.... okay, told u i'm weird these days... having all sorts of mix feeling...

    so dont ask me how can jealous and happy get mixed together! Or maybe

    i've grown a lot, i mean, 3 years back, if i saw such a thing, i'll be like "shit,

    damn lucky. hate her" hahahaha.. but now i guess, i dont love jay in

    such a way that i become so paranoid. I love him more of an idol sort

    of way, the type of love that comes mainly from respect towards him..

    doesnt mean i'm losing interest in him ok? Jay is still the best! AND WILL

    CONTINUE BEING THE BEST =pp blehx blehx, so to those of you

    who are getting sick of me, talking about jay, sorry to dissapoint you,

    i will continue to torture u... wakakakakkaka!!! alright. so i'll take this from

    dionn's bloggie....lalalalala..... =)

    *credits to dionn, myjaysian*



    So click on it for the first 30 seconds and you will hear jay saying this:-

    *note all this cited from dionn's blog!

    Jay : 到這個地方歌迷總是很多啊﹐ 在哪裡呢?

    Us : 這裡 。。。。。

    Jay : 你們穿的是什麼制服,,什麼歌迷會。

    Us: myJAYsian (screaming!)

    Jay : 什麼制服 ?

    Us: myJAYsian (screaming!)

    Jay : 哎喲﹐怎麼沒有給我一件呢。我穿這樣很熱叻。

    Translation part:

    Jay: Which part got the most fans? Where?
    Us: Here...
    Jay: What uniform are you all wearing? What fan club is that?
    Us: myJAYsian!
    Jay: What uniform again?
    Us: myJAYsian
    Jay: Aiyo, why never give me one. I wear like that very hot neh.

    Yeps, jealous part coming... HAHAHAHAHAHHA =)

    Jay : 哎喲﹐ 這個辣妹﹐等下找你上來唱歌好不好. 好不好 說到要做到哦!
    等下上來唱歌哦。


    Translation:

    Jay: Aiyo, this hot girl, later find you to come up and sing song okay a not? Okay a not? Say already must do oh. Later come up and sing oh!

    ....ARGHHHH

    辣妹.... 辣妹... 辣妹...

    Hahahhahahahahaahahaha!! post up a jay concert pic to revive the

    atmosphere during his concert alright alright?? Yes, "a" only...

    .... very selfish mar me... hahahahahahah!! No lar, no time to post up

    pix! lalalalala... sien de... !!

    OOps, unfortunately blogspot got some probx...

    cant upload pic at da mo...

    wakakakak!


    the GIRL was here at 2:10 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ♥

    oooOOO... today wasnt really a good day.... !! sien sei....

    not only didnt do dat good for poster defense (kena

    zha lar...giler3 by Dr.Ng) hahahhaa.. =) but i'm alright

    now. I take her feedback as something that i could improve

    on in the near future! And i got 39/50 for my mid terms for

    human motivation...which is 15.6/20%... swt... not really good

    marks! Hmm then bb went back JB today cuz grandfather passed away...

    *sobs sobs*.... bb sure very sad bahx... =.= fuh... cant do anything .....aihx!

    Anyway, moving on to better stuff, take a look at this, i login to friendster and

    saw HO CHENG YEK'S display pic and I WAS LIKE ...

    Shit, damn cool.... he used beer cap bottles to do this.....

    wahahahah "fai chai family"!!!! =) yeps, that's my family...

    and he's supposed to be related to me in some ways which

    i forget who is he supposed to be, uncle, grandfather...

    great grandfather...no idea...!!! Anyway, other than that,

    he actually took a picture of his car.... which i sat once before

    when mel, soon tat, siang su and i went to selayang...

    headache becuz from inside see outside...damn dark...

    cant see anything! And oh yeah, i found this other pics of

    the fai chais' cars.... BLOCKING my high school's entrance road.

    *swt* betul . OKay so let's take a look at some pix...

    * credits: to Kai Yek's friendster


    Okay in case u dunno which is KAI YEK, that's the one in
    red tie... Okay, he's cheng yek... kai yek is our nickname
    for him...dunno why, maybe his name just sounds like it...
    wakakkakaka


    This is his greaTEST contribution to fai chai family...
    "fai chai family" using beer cap bottles...
    oh wait no, he did another picture before, but that's
    bad for kids, encouraging ppl to drink beer only!
    WAHHAHAHAHA!



    This was his other contribution that i was talking about...
    encouraging beer...and can u see... HE put this "x" on
    the edison's pepsi can... wth... HAHAHAH zha dou...


    Yeps and this is the car that i was talkin about....
    Headache ! HAHAHAHHA



    Yeah see their cars... blocking the world from moving...
    (jor ju tei tau chuen ar.....)
    hmm let me guess, white car belongs to cheng yek,
    black-ish from pic but dark blue belongs to kheng soon,
    and that last car on the right belongs to either vun hau
    or kim horng... !! wakakakaka


    the GIRL was here at 3:14 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Sunday, March 23, 2008 ♥

    Hmm had my visa photo taken today at SS14... and then had

    lunch at TGIF with my family...boring sunday as usual...

    swt, i'm supposed to do my counseling chapter 10 (last chapter

    and yet i am procrastinating like crazy) + my critical self-reflection

    paper for my abnormal psy
    ... !! This month is really emo month

    isnt it? everyone seems to be emo! Fuh, baby is upset because

    his grandfather is in critical condition now and he would have to

    go back JB next week to see his grandfather, dont know whether

    he would have a chance to his grandfather for the last time.

    Kang wei, my heng dai, oso very emo, dunno he said that

    life is meaningless. kinda scary cuz victims of suicide cases

    often say life is meaningless as well. Hmm, advicing him

    not to do anything funny to himself. And then frankie kor,

    seems to be tired with his college assgs and his work. yeah,

    working and studying at the same time, he must be crazy.

    And something is wrong with him and ah sou, wasnt able to

    tell me what happened bcuz ah sou reached his house ngam2

    when i was talking to him about that on msn msnger! fuh,

    so i see lotza bad things happening huh......

    oh yeah, i found this pic of arron yan from fahrenheit...

    dont know why, but i think arron in dat pic looks so much

    like kang wei =)

    lets do a comparison, or maybe i'm so stressed that i cant

    distinguish faces anymore.... =.= because kang wei said

    that his friends said the pic dont look like him...wth....

    Shish, cant find a pic of my heng dai with such a flat hair....
    but in real live it's kinda flat, so it looks kinda like arron de picture lu...

    oh yeah sorry ah sou, have to take u and heng dai de pic ...cuz i think

    that's the most similar pic dy! Haha swt....

    Arron Yan from Fahrenheit

    Kang wei.... swt... half of his face..
    so cant see clearly...fuh! grrr...
    cant find that pic...i remmeber kang wei
    has a pic that's like the arron 1...
    dunno missing where dy....

    This 1 lor... =.= then!! But this 1 oso dunt really
    look like cuz the hair not as flat as arron de hair...
    fuh....and pic is not taken from the side...and
    pic so blur...fuh...

    Hmmm still cant show their similarity... swt....!! maybe
    it's just my eyes lor... do too much of assgs..... until sot dy...

    but when i 1st put the arron yan pic on my msn dp, i knew

    that the pic looks so familiar.... then i realised it looks so much

    like kang wei... fuh... so it cant be me, blur.... right? =.= maybe
    those who knows kang wei... shud comment on this...hehe

    Anyway here are some arron yan pic that i like very much...
    i think he looks better with short hair...dont u think so?
    more man right than with the long hair.... =.= i mean

    long hair makes him look very cute lar...but somehow
    short hair makes him "good looking" ... weird how he

    can look so diff with short hair.... and sorry to wu zhun's

    fans, i think arron is a lot better looking than wu zhun...!!











    the GIRL was here at 9:04 PM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Saturday, March 22, 2008 ♥

    Finally, i have time to blog. Hmmmm it was a crazy week but

    anyway, at least now two assgs are gone!! yay!! celebrate...

    but next week is colloqium....swt, that's really bad! hahahhaa..
    anyway on thurs, public holiday, i went out with bb to
    times square... yay, i finally bought my next top....
    !!! baby and i looked everywhere for a new

    wallet... wasnt able to find one....

    oOOO and i saw a really nice bag from Metrojaya....
    cool bag!! gonna get it!!.... ^^ oOOO there's a new shop in
    times square called yogur berry, check it out if u've never been

    to that shop cuz it's pretty cool... especially their snowballs....

    =) and the very cute baseball cap they use as a bowl for the

    snowballs.... haha i've got a pink one!! yay!!!

    And we went to HK Video and got jay's kung fu dunk
    dvd which came with a photobook.... around rm 60 ler....

    reallly nice... not bad not bad!!!

    Oh yeah, yesterday after class, baby and i went
    to midvalley to watch a movie! Cant remember what's the movie called....
    hmmm the empress 1...with kelly chen, leon lai and donnie yen....
    yeps yeps... after that, we had dinner at sushi king... yummy yummy..
    i love my dinner...
    fantastic =)

    Haha, cam-whored.... =.=

    ....... =.=

    lighting problem...shish...

    yay, baby and I at yogur berry...it's yummy
    even their ice cream yogurt taste damn gd... =)


    snowball.... yummy yummy....

    Yogur berry shop....

    The baseball cap- the bowl... cute right...

    Jay's kung fu dunk DVD + the photobook ^^

    The photobook cover... =) nice nice???

    ....weeeee.....

    "next" top =) love it.... lalalala..

    Sushi king- my dinner.... yummmm!!!

    Baby's fav...i like this as well....

    Yummy stuff... =)

    Salmon..... ^^

    This is my fav egg.... yay..... ^^
    Oh isnt this thing cute??? =) haha it's so round and
    so blue.... this adorable thing is being displayed
    at one of the shops in MV....


    the GIRL was here at 7:43 PM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008 ♥

    Alright, so finally i have some time to blog about my week...

    This week was hectic.... crazy, i think i slept only 5 hours

    for the past 10 days. stressful. Anyway, here are some pix

    from last saturday 8th March- my cousin's bday... and sunday

    -9th march.... weee =) i cooked for bb... first time, it's yummy....

    weeee...!!! Okay, so for my cousin's 2nd bday... we had dinner at

    six happiness... wasnt that good... =pp blehx


    Cute bday cake right... hehe


    Bday boy, his mom, and his two brothers...
    dunt they all look alike...swt...


    wine.... weee..lovely...


    Baby's lunch: in the process of making.. step 1: wash the vegetables... weee!!


    step 2: wash the pot


    step 3: soak the fishballs and fu chuk...


    step 4: boil/heat up the water


    step 5: put the mee inside


    step 6: stir the mee to separate it.... into strands...


    Step 7: once the mee is cooked, transfer the mee into the bowl...


    step 8: Put the ingredients/spices onto the mee!


    step 9: Throw the fishball and fu chuk into the pot...





    Step 10: put the vegetables into the pot...





    Step 11: once cooked, put all the vegetables, fishballs and fu chuk
    into the bowl...





    Step 12: a spoon of ribena into the cup...


    Step 13: Pour water and add some ice into it....


    TA-DA lovely...lunch set... FOR MY baby... =) yumm yuumm


    Bb luks so blur here


    Look at my eyebags and dark circles..pity...
    assgs- stayed up late...cham lehx... =(


    the GIRL was here at 8:46 PM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Sunday, March 9, 2008 ♥

    8th of March 2008,

    THIS DAY WILL BE GOING DOWN INTO

    the history of Malaysia.

    Haha, the Star Headlines for today is like

    "Political Tsunami" .... yes, indeed it's

    a tsunami with the fall of FIVE STATES

    to the hands of the Oppositions,

    Selangor, Kedah, Kelantan, Perak and

    Penang. Unbelievable
    ! BN had always been

    winning easily without much competition

    for the past 20- 30 years. And 8th March,

    was THEIR BIGGEST DOWNFALL.....


    in HISTORY. But i GUESS, it is time

    for BN to start reflecting on themselves,

    their mistakes, their problems
    AND

    IT IS FINALLY TIME TO START

    to LISTEN TO THE VOICES OF

    MALAYSIA!


    - "What you give, is what you get"


    the GIRL was here at 12:48 PM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Saturday, March 8, 2008 ♥

    Yoohoo! Omg, i think i'm gonna go crazy soon with assgs

    and lack of sleep! shish, anyway today baby and i went

    to IDP centre at Subang (opposite of Taylor's college)

    to meet up with Monash representatives that are

    from Australia. Seems that i HAVE NO CHOICE

    but forced to finish my last two subjects in MALAYSIA

    because they're strict and wouldnt exempt me from doing

    it here! =( grrr... means i'll be damn free for 8-10 months

    starting from May onwards. Cuz i only have 2 more subs to complete..

    swt! Stupid, i hope baby will trasnfer with me in Feb too... lalalala...

    Oh yeah, we had lunch at Lisa's spaghetti.. it was featured on the

    newspaper before. I ordered hot and spicy spaghetti... IT WAS

    SOOOO YUMMMYYY...OMGGGGG... DAMN NICEEE AND SPICY...

    yummmm!! anyway, after that we went to KLCC, grrr.. so boring...

    dont like that place... shish tommorow i have class from 9am-1pm...

    so damn SAD right? Oh yeah, GUESS WHAT, yesterday the tutor
    brought forward the abnormal psy poster due date, omg, my group

    hasnt start a single shit at all. Well, the poster is based on what we
    saw and learned from the centre and that come up with an idealistic

    yet feasible plan for a centre that would be presented on colloqium day

    .... grrrrr... not as easy as it seems, cuz we have to come up with budget

    and the way the centre is going to be like, in what environment,

    getting professionals and teachers, gosh... and all our points must be

    supported by journals and stuff! Shish, damn tough right.

    Anyway i did this last night... design of my VERY OWN.....

    centre... still not yet complete yah... just in the editing process...
    click on the pix for a larger view! =)


    The first original design
    edited......


    the GIRL was here at 1:30 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Thursday, March 6, 2008 ♥

    Lalala, so this is my self-reflection paper for Human Motivation

    Psychology on the movie "the secret", enjoy! I'm just sharing

    since i have nothing to write and since the blog is for friends

    to know what you've been up to, yeps, so this is what i've been

    up to.... COMPLETING ASSGS:-

    Kathleen and her unedited self-reflection paper

    what i obtained from this paper:

    OH self awareness, how beautiful, right,

    whatever *rolls eyes* ....


    After watching the movie, I personally felt that the movie

    was inspirational, humorous and most importantly, it was a movie that would

    leave an impact on any person who watches it due to the

    fact that, the events in the movie about people continuously

    getting ‘bad days’ were so easily related to ones life whereby

    we face obstacles and circumstances so frequently.


    I totally agree with ‘the secret’ to life which is the law of attraction that

    states that we attract everything that we see. Whenever, we see pretty things

    for instance, we tend to be attracted to it and have this longing to own it to fulfill

    our wants and needs. Therefore, the wants and needs would become a

    motivation for us to achieve that certain aim or goal of ours. However,

    the scope of the law of attraction is not only limited to good things

    that we attract, instead as human beings, we go through good times as

    well as bad times. When we experience bad events, we attract these

    bad events into our life too. There is no way to obliterate negative things

    in our environment but the only difference we can make is the way we

    perceive these negative matters and the things that we choose to attract

    into our lives.


    Cognitive process plays a big role here as it controls the way we

    see things as. Our thoughts that are seeking for acknowledgement

    constantly would manifest into behaviors that function as the messenger

    of the thoughts that we have in mind. In the movie, one of the person

    states that “Life is a physical manifestation of your thoughts” which I totally

    agree to. The way we think affects our behaviors, which then lead to the

    consequences that we are able to see in our everyday lives. If we were to

    think negatively about a situation or have negative expectations of what

    is going to happen next, it would definitely affect the way we behave because

    we behave in the way our thoughts would tell us to act, which is to

    make the negative expectations come true. Of course, those negative

    expectations would come true because we wanted it and the ‘want’

    unconsciously would become a motivation to realize it.


    The power of the mind is so strong that it controls our lives

    but once a person is able to understand the way the mind works

    and the way to master their thoughts but not vice versa, whereby

    the thoughts control the person’s life which is apparent in the majority

    of the people in the world, we will be free and we will be given full control

    of our lives. Once we have control of our lives, with positive thoughts,

    we would generate good feelings as well and everything will start to

    improve because when we feel good, we attract even more good things

    by our good behaviors. Like for instance, people who feel good would want

    to maintain that good feelings by doing things that would bring even more

    good feelings for them. This is the ‘feel good, do good’ effect that was found

    by researchers that carried out an experiment in shopping malls in San

    Francisco and Philadelphia (Isen & Levin, 1972).


    oh yeah, today, i was at Wisma Harapan trying to finish up my 20-hours

    community project for abnormal Psy and a group of University Malaya

    students came too, also for community service. haha, they were really nice

    and friendly! =) at least, they seem to be more capable of handling those

    kids (mental disabled FYI). Hah, in your mind now, you probably have

    funny thoughts of mental disabled ppl! Yeps, i had the same thoughts

    as you a month ago, but after spending now 17 1/2 hours at the centre,

    i realised THOSE KIDS ARE NOT STUPID! Damn they are smart, okay

    some a lil slow and cant really do normal work like writing numbers

    or letters but some are really fast and they do understand what you're

    talking about but they make all these funny sounds which is their

    way of communicating, though i dont understand, but sumtimes,

    they point at things and stuff, then i will try to interpret what they

    are trying to say! My first few hours there was SCARY because

    the kids acted one kind which is OBVIOUSLY ABNORMAL

    compared to normal ppl, grrrr, i guess that's why Dr. Ng chose

    this centre huh for her abnormal psy project, swt! But anyway,

    i started to see them differently, at first i felt so afraid of them, especially

    when they got near me and started making funny noises! But now,

    i realised that they're totally no HARM and they're all really nice kids

    except for a few lar, damn naughty! Hahaha and they are

    the perfectly normal ones, shish! They love coloring and DAMN

    am i sick of coloring by now because they forced me to color

    winnie the pooh.... =.= hahaha! ... talking about abnormal,

    today's lecture for abnormal, Dr.Ng got a former drug addict

    and now a pastor to tell us about his experience

    of taking heroine for almost 20 years... really cool lecture

    today, one of the most exciting lectures so far! It's amazing

    how drugs can affect your life and yeps, i understand a lot better now

    the way they live their lives! haha! Dr. Ng was so funny,

    because the guy could only speak in cantonese and throughout

    the whole lecture, she was translating in english after every

    sentence that he said! HAHAHAHA =)


    the GIRL was here at 3:26 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Wednesday, March 5, 2008 ♥

    oOO long time didnt post anything here! Been really busy

    with assgs and will be very busy with assgs =pp hahahha..

    finally have some time to relax a lil' ... life is so hectic lately,

    i barely have enough sleep and classes are pack from 8am-6pm
    ...

    and even if there's no classes, have to go community centre and also

    busy with my upcoming experiment and presentations which is in

    two weeks to three weeks time. Stress! =( Oh yeah, for human

    motivation psychology, we watched this movie 'the secret', really

    not bad! Motivational and you will learn 'the secret to life' ... hahaha

    of course not everything inside is realistic but i guess it's not wrong

    to take a pinch of salt from such a motivational movie
    ! And it's true,

    your cognitive process- the way u perceive and the way you look at things

    affect your life in every way. Becuz when you keep thinking you cant,

    you manifest those thoughts into behaviors and then YOUR EXPECTED

    outcome (that you cant) WILL come true
    because you behave in

    every way that makes it that way. "Life is a physical manisfetation

    of your thoughts".
    I tottally agree with this phrase.... =) it is true

    if you think about it! Alrightey, i'm gonna leave now.........

    too tired... =.= shish... lets see what has got to be done....

    - bio lab report/ presentation (25/3)

    - study for bio test (18/3)

    - human motivation seminar (presentation)

    - video taping for counselling psychology (assg)

    - poster presentation/ poster itself for abnormal psy (assg) (29/3)

    - experiment + colloqium presentation for research methods (assg)(29/3)

    - study for human motivation finals (14/3)


    the GIRL was here at 12:01 AM - Melbourne .