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  • ♥ Friday, April 25, 2008 ♥

    Alright, couldnt blog last night, because stupid blogger

    got some probx.... *frustrated*..... really bad! Anyway,

    yesterday i went to sunway pyramid with baby.....

    went to eat korean food again..yummy yummy...

    love the kimchi, my all time favorite...muahahah


    Kim chi and some other yummy stuff....

    Oh yeah, met Jing Ying there but she went to

    Kim Gary for lunch instead.... and after she finished,

    she had to rush back to college, so we

    didnt tke any pix together.... *sigh*....

    nvm, moving on.... i didnt know sunway

    pyramid has Nichii... omg lovely.....

    i got myself a brown tube top.... grrr...

    last one for my size... (but well it's MINE now)

    muahahahaha!!! and the pants.... =) there were

    a few really nice short pants but there was no suitable

    size...only left were like M and L and XL.... grrrr.......

    Oh yeah, cant wait for the midvalley nichii to open...

    I LOVE NICHII...


    Nichii...


    The tube top i got...very cute!! =)


    Yay, finally got a white shorts...

    Alright, woohooo guess what, baby's YESASIA's order

    finally reached his house!!! =) AND MY HYORI IS FINALLY

    HERE.... all the way from korea!!! lovely packaging by YesAsia....

    *two thumbs up*


    Dark angel all the way from korea....nice!!





    Oh yeah sunway pyramid is getting cooler, i love their urmx,

    asian sumthin...it's like a small section that has all the asian shops...

    it's so cute!!!! =) nicely designed...... =) i found my bearbrick necklace

    there, planning to get it soon, i hope..... =) most prob along with my

    pump heels from M.O.D. ..... grrr... since they have size 3..... =)

    yay! Oh as for today, baby and I went to One Utama.....

    we had coney dog.... at A&W.... dat's so classic.... especially

    with the rootbeer wei....damn miss the rootbeer... yummm...

    but that was only for tea-break cuz baby complained that he

    was hungry at 5 pm and it was too early for dinner. Grrr...

    So after that, we walked around! ooOOO yeah, action city

    has all this cute-sy stuff..... bb love the mini moriji....

    planning to get it next week....and I LOVE THE yellow

    mantao-ish plushie from S&J....it's so cuteeee!!!

    So around 6.30 pm, we had dinner at subway.... yummy again!

    damn long havent eat subway dy..... =) hmmm, there was

    some DKNY Jeans fashion show going on at One Utama...

    couldnt catch it since it was rather late and i had to go home....

    hehe! Anyway, doesnt matter since i DIDNT BRING MY CAMERA

    again. Damn, I should always ALWAYS bring a CAMERA on Friday!

    Wait, FRIDAYSSSSSSSS- that's better! Haha





    the GIRL was here at 1:00 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Thursday, April 24, 2008 ♥

    =( i'm feeling lazy...... i should be studying....

    finals starts next monday HELLO...wth am i duing here...!!

    i guess my blog is gonna miss me, so bloggie is trying to

    get me hooked each time i login...... =(


    to: my beloved blog....."yeah, sorry bloggie,

    i wont be around after finals.... gonna leave u unattended..!!!

    just look for some ways to seek for attention alright.....

    hopefully some1 will come by and see you, while i'm away

    for almost a week + ...... promise i'll try to login from US.....

    but i doubt i'll be able to that. I'll probably be too tired to do

    so...... hehe!!" - kathleen


    Rights, i cant even have a break....after finals...

    my paper ends on the 2nd of may, and i'll be flying

    off on the 3rd of may... yeps... =.= and spend almost 24

    hours in the plane..... gosh!!! how boring... cant do much

    up there but watch some stupid movies that i have probably

    watched 101 times...... =.= or sleep!!! grrr...........

    i'll be leaving to US for holiday.... =( grrr....

    it's gonna be tiring... cuz the plan seems kinda

    pack.... =.= imagine.... New york, Philadelphia,

    Boston, Washington D.C. and after that flying off

    to Indianapolis for my bro's convocation.....

    urghh, one thing i hate about travelling is the

    fact that you cant sleep till 12 pm without parents

    making noise and morning calls!!!! =.=

    sad or what, but the day i touch down KL, the next

    day itself, i've got to register for my subs.... =(

    cuz class starts on the week that i arrive back home....

    totally no BREAK for me! =( sad......!


    the GIRL was here at 2:03 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ♥

    Yeps, so here are the pictures that were taken



    on devonn's bday on saturday..... it was devonn's



    21st bday!!! =) yeps, finally getting the key to



    freedom!!!!! Happy bday, girl!






    Okay, this is me being jakun.... =) a picture of klang...
    muahahaha!! damn jakun...kaka this reminds me
    of my previous jakun obsession of taking trees!


    bday cake... nice.... ? i think it's unique....
    better that 1 whole cake dont u think so?


    Group picture... of myjaysians who attended!!


    Alright, moving on, you should watch this


    music video that i'm about to post.....


    it's by KISS and the song name


    "because i'm a girl" ....toTALLY CLASSIC!


    =) really damn good MV and song!


    TOTALLY MUST WATCH MV!


    if u havent, u better load it and watch


    it....muahahahha ....it's the best!



    the GIRL was here at 2:28 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Monday, April 21, 2008 ♥

    Hmm alright, finally two papers down and 3 more to go...

    COUNSELING PSYCHOLOGY & ABNORMAL PSYCHOLOGY

    IS DOWN...!! *WOOOOOO hoooooooooooo*..... I love it i love it.

    Hmmmm papers were not that bad =) tricky but i guess it's alright.

    Anyway, yesterday i went to pavillion with baby to watch forbidden

    kingdom and then at night, we went to devonn's bday party at her

    house in KLANG, far right? havent been there b4.... so a bit jakun lor....

    hahahaha... so pathetic right, 18 years living in KL and i havent been

    to Klang... ngek3..... nvm. It was tiring, reached home at 11.45 pm

    becuz there was this massive jam due to some road cementing....

    STUPID RIGHT? omg i just cant understand these ppl.....

    cant they do the road cementing at like around 1 to 2 am,

    lesser cars!!! gRRRR... and i dont understand why jam happens,

    if everyone in the front just bloody hell move quickly.....

    then everyone at the back would be able to move too......

    right? grrrrr..... anyway, when i reached home, i started on

    my research method final lab report! arghhhhhhh........

    after an hour, i felt damn tired dy, cant tke it, so went to sleep.

    Hmmm, woke up at 10.30 am....!! lalalalal... and FINALLY,

    i have been on the computer since 11am until now

    which is 12.50 am still working on my assg.

    Due date tommorow lar... at 5 pm during research methods

    class....... =( fuh.....!! Nope i wasnt procrastinating......

    i was busy preparing for my counseling and abnormal

    papers for the past few days ESPECIALLY on my

    abnormal case study. That was the worst omg....

    i didnt know who to diagnosed...... and all fuh.....

    sarah or sammy.... cuz eventhough presenting problem

    was on sammy the son, but somehow sarah seems to

    show some psychological disorder. grrrr...........

    I tell u.... NO MORE DSM-IV for this semester anymore...

    no more cognitive disorders, no more schizophrenia...

    no more substance related disorders, sexual variants, abuse and

    dysfunctions, no more personality disorders, no more somataform and

    dissociative disorder, mood disorder and another 5 or 6 more different types

    of disorders and no more those lil sub-groups disorder under each

    category of diorder..... No more TREATMENT ....

    no more RITALIN, ANTIDEPRESSANTS, ANTIPSYCHOTIC

    DRUGS, STIMULANTS, amphetamine and OTHER ONE THOUSAND

    AND ONE DRUGS.... No more assesment- interview, psychological test,

    brain scan test, NO MORE cognitive treatment, no more psychodynamic

    treatment, no more behavioral treatment, no more biological treatment,

    humanistic treatment..whatsoever treatment NO more.... NO more,

    chemicals of neurotransmitter, no more chromosome 1,2,3,4, until 23....

    no more BRAIN STRUCTURES, no more abnormalities of the brain,

    no more FUNNY DOPAMINE RECEPTOR LIKE D2 RECEPTOR,

    D4 RECEPTOR AND 101 receptor.... NO more.... chemical imbalance...

    weird terms LIKE APHASIA, APRAXIA, AGNOSIA.... no more

    similar name types of disorders like schizotypal personality

    disorder, schizoid disorder, paranoid schizoprenia, paranoid

    personality disorder, disorganized schizophrenia, catatonic

    schizophrenia, undifferentiated schizophrenia, residual type of

    schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorder, schizophreniform disorder,

    delusional disorder, brief psychotic disorder, shared psychotic disorder,

    dementia, delirium, alzheimer... amnestic disorder, vascular dementia,

    gender identity disorder, paraphilias, no more bipolar disorder...

    NO more.. NOOOooo moreeeeeeee....UNTIL i leave to monash....

    grrrr...where i have to take again abnormal as a 3rd year paper....

    arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!


    the GIRL was here at 2:44 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Saturday, April 12, 2008 ♥

    Heh, on 11th april 2008, baby and i went down to pavillion

    to pass some things to our buyer. Anyway, as we passed by

    sg wang, we saw a stage that was set up at the fiesta street

    with Janice Vidal's face on it. So i got excited as i wanted to

    see her.... she's a great singer from HK.... so around 8pm

    we went there and WOOHOOO... =) we waited.........

    damn hot that place. waited for 30 mins before she came

    on stage =) she's prettier in real live... believe me!

    she has really nice tattoos ...one tiny one on her leg and

    one more on her back. So cool! She sang two songs

    but couldnt sing that well because she was sick.

    But for some1 who's sick, it was considered really good.

    She sounded better when she sang than when she

    talked actually. Barely could hear what she was talking about

    since it looks like she lost her voice or something. haha.

    She's sooo nice...she interacted with the crowd, by going

    around shaking hands and even went down the stage to

    interact with her fan club members. GRRRR HOW COME

    JAY IS THE ONLY SINGER WHO doesnt DO SUCH

    a thing. He's so pampered by the whole bloody music

    industry- no touching, no hugging, no nothing! Anyway,

    back to Janice, grr, i cant believe it, i forgot to bring

    my camera again. So baby had to record it. Damn clear

    since we were really really close to the stage

    but sound not very clear. Anyway, i am lucky huh...another singer

    added to my list...woohooo!!! =) lalallaa...next time i shud bring

    my camera everywhere i go to.... in case! haha

    *credits: gnostec.wordpress.com

    Janice... =)
    The people...
    The poster~


    the GIRL was here at 6:59 PM - Melbourne .




    Tagged Again By Jing Ying....

    These are 4 facts that you should know about me!


    Fact 1:

    KATHLEEN LOVES LEE HYORI TO THE MAX!!


    - hyori is a korean singer
    - used to be a member of a korean girl group known as F.I.N KL
    - Released two solo albums
    - "dark angel" album was considered a flop because they
    were critics about her songs being similar to some of the
    western songs.
    - BUT KATHLEEN STILL SUPPORTS HER.... why?
    - She's a great dancer
    - She's so pretty and damn freaking HOT & sexy.
    - She's damn nice, she helped a drunk stranger once and even sent
    that person home eventhough it was so dangerous since it was late
    in the night. AND SHE'S A GIRL!
    - ANYMOTION & ANYCALL is the bomb!!!



    Pretty Hyori! =)


    I like this pic....!!


    Advertising for some health drink!


    weee.. ^^


    She's the one in pink, the other pic is not related to her! =)


    i like this.... ^^






    So sweet hahahah


    "Dark Angel" album




    Jessica Alba and her did a korean commercial together!


    Like this style...so "yeng"!!


    Haha, should be promoting for anycall


    Haha, adorable isnt she? =)


    Fact 2 :


    Kathleen can ONLY wear size 3 heels...


    - unfortunately, i have an extremely small feet
    - Shoe shops discriminate people with small feet! grrr...
    - I have troubles looking for heels all the time *sigh*




    Fact 3:


    Kathleen HATES Cats!!!


    - I have a phobia for cats!
    - Cats are ANNOYING!
    - I would kill all the stupid cats in the world! muahahaha
    that makes me the SERIAL CAT KILLER!!! .... haha kidding!
    but sorry la... if offended u, fact is fact! i hate cats!!
    ewwww....CANT STAND 'EM




    Fact 3:


    Kathleen used to have bad shopping habits...


    - I personally call it the "shopaholic disorder"
    - Used to shop every single week and I MUST BUY
    SOMETHING EVERY SINGLE WEEK! - could be
    clothes, bags, shoes, wallet....
    - When i do not, i show symptoms of guiltiness,
    worriedness, lack of sleep due to excessive
    thoughts about 'items' that i see at the mall.
    - The suppresion of 'needing to buy' enhance
    the impulsiveness in the following trip to the mall.
    - Indulged in cognitive dissonance (google this up
    to understand what it means from a psychological term-
    too lazy to explain).
    - currently now under treatment (bb's lecture), so behaviors of
    impulsiveness and compulsiveness are being controlled, not entirely
    since there are still signs of it.
    - Regretting all the things that i bought, now planning to sell most
    of it bcuz both my cupboards are too full to put anymore clothes! =)
    so yay, my condition is improving.... though i just got a new top a
    few hours ago but pls la... long time dy lor... =pp Okay engaging in
    cognitive dissonance again HAHAHAH....






    the GIRL was here at 1:42 AM - Melbourne .




    Tagged by Jing Ying.....

    1st Tag.....(yeps, this means that 2nd tag is coming soon)

    Basic FACTS THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME!


    First Name - Kathleen

    Nickname - Cat, meow, meow meow....

    Name you wish you had - urmx, something more creative...

    What do people normally mistake your name as - Catleen or Katleen

    Birthday - Dec 15

    Birthplace - kuala lumpur

    Time of Birth - Dont know, ask my mom...

    Single or taken - Taken...

    Zodiac sign - Sagittarius...

    -Your Appearance-

    How tall are you - 160 cm (around there)

    Wish you were taller - Omg yes... =(

    Eye color - Dark brown/black

    Eye color you want - Dark black or brown-ish

    Natural Hair color - black-ish brown

    Current Hair color - same

    Short or long hair - medium

    Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - Nopex.....

    Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - Gradnite...

    Glasses or contacts - Contacts

    Do you wear make-up - yes, depending on mood

    Ever had hair extensions - Nope

    Paint your nails - Yeah!! Love it...

    -In the opposite gender-

    What color eyes - Any color will do...

    What color hair - Any color will do...

    Shy or Outgoing - Shy and outgoing hahaah..i like shy guys...
    they're adorable.

    Looks or personality - personality!! Looks capture the eye, personality
    captures the heart.

    Sexy or Cute - Can i have both? I'm greedy...wahahaha

    Serious or Fun - depending on situation. So must have both!

    Older or Younger than you - older... =)

    A turn on - caring, funny, attractive in all ways!

    A turn off - Smokers!! (doesnt apply to guy friends)

    -This or that-

    Flowers or Chocolates - Chocolates... Omg... chocolates all the way!!

    Pepsi or Coke - neither. Dont drink any of that anymore! Used to b coke!

    Rap or Rock - Rock!!!

    Relationship or One night stand - relationship lor... =)

    School or Work - School.... working life must be tough.

    Love or Money - Love.....

    Movies or Music - Both...

    Country or City - city when i wanna shop, country when i want
    some peaceful moments

    Sunny or Rainy days - Sunny when i'm happy, rainy when i'm emo and sleepy.

    Friends or Family - Friends!!!! =) but depeding on which family member u're
    talking about. But if the context is more amount-based,
    then it's friends. Cuz i have more close friends than close
    family members. ^^

    -Have you ever-

    Lied - Duh, whoever that says that they had nvr done this b4 is a liar....

    Stole something - stole sumthin? nopex.

    Smoked - No, sorry! I stand strong to my principle- "no smoking" even
    when almost all my friends do smoke.

    Hurt someone close to you - Yeaps *guilty*

    Broke someone's heart - A few times *getting guiltier*

    Had your heart broken - Hm, not really!

    Wondered what was wrong with you - Always. whenever i'm emo.
    I get out of control.

    Wish you were a prince/princess - long time ago. Now, nopes.

    Liked someone who was taken - Used to...i think..not sure.

    Shaved your head - no

    Been in love - yeps

    Used chopsticks - swt... duh..of course

    Sang in the mirror to yourself - nopex!

    -Favorites-

    Flower - I dont like. But if i have to choose it would be blue or black rose.

    Candy - I love all sorts. Especially lollipops

    Song - Too many.

    Scent - floral type.

    Color - baby blue

    Movie - comedy, romance, horror

    Singer - Too many to list it out.

    Word - Omg, shit, damn, stuff, thingy

    Junk food - dont really eat anymore

    Website - myjaysian, friendster, blogger, facebk

    Location - KL

    Animal - urmx rabbits.

    Ever cried over someone - hmm yeah

    Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - My height, eyes, hair, skin!

    If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - cinderella

    Do you play any sports - Not really...Puteri lilin mar... HAHAHAHA =)

    The rules:--Link to your tagger and post these rules.

    -List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

    1. Hate stuckup bitches.

    2. Love mwah baby and fwenz alot.

    3. hate vanilla

    4. Shopaholic

    5. Noisy and talkative when hanging out with my jie muis!!

    6. can say all sorts of crap when i'm pissed off

    7. I am crazy and whacky when i consume too much of sugar

    8. I adore jay!! =)


    *Not gonna tag anybody.... too lazy to do so! So everyone who read
    this, i TAG you.... WAHAHAHAH!!!


    the GIRL was here at 12:36 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Thursday, April 10, 2008 ♥

    fairytales..........

    I used to love fairytales when i was a young girl because i

    thought that my life would just be like the main character,

    find a prince and live happily after. No worries about money,

    job, love and all sorts of external factors that could be affecting

    my life. Today, i'm here to say that FAIRYTALES SHOULD

    be BANNED. They are unrealistic and because when we're young,

    we're always exposed to what i would now call as "fantasies", we

    assume that this is how life would be and would start to have

    these high expectations of the amount of happiness we would

    get as we grow older*cough cough*...

    Basically, it doesnt depict what life is about.....

    you see, as we grow older- moving to adolescence, we realised that

    life isnt all about "HAPPILY EVER AFTER".... in fact, THERE'S NO

    HAPPILY ever after. There's only short happy moments. I hope

    fairytale authors would rephrase the last sentence in their story,

    we do not want kids to get the wrong idea!! Furthermore,

    we are just like some innocent rabbits approaching a

    carrot left in the middle of the pathway and as we approach it happily,

    BOOM... we get caught and eaten alive by the hungry fox. Basically,

    my point is, even for young kids, we should prepare them mentally

    and physically to face the "real world". If we are able to do so,

    there would be lesser case on "teenagers with low self-esteem" or

    "teenagers feel that they are incapable of handling their problems" ...

    yeps, i know the prefrontal cortex and amygdala- parts of our brains

    has got to do with self-esteem and could explain why teenagers are always emo..

    but HEY, if we prepare them earlier since young, let them face reality,

    maybe they'll be less vulnerable. I'm not saying that letting them face reality

    in the earlier stage would DEFINITELY CAUSE teenagers to have higher self

    esteem and would be less emotional... I never said completely but

    there could be a possibility ^^ Have u ever heard of character building?!!?

    yeah, exactly, throw them into a jungle and they'll learn how to survive.

    It's in Darwin's evolutionary theory. They'll fight for survival, therefore,

    asking them to face reality earlier isnt harmful. Fairytales are full with deceptions!

    Dreaming is good but when you're so attached to it that you think it's gonna come

    true, you're only fooling yourself and getting yourself dissapointed. Get back down

    to earth, start working on what you want and dont have overly high hopes of

    meeting prince charming, living in a big castle with no worries, wearing glass shoe,

    having 7 dwarfs looking after u and sleeping on pea bed because

    it WONT happen! Everything is in a state of flux,

    nothing remains the same, neither would a person's state of life

    remains the same.

    "One can't step into the same river twice, since the river never

    remains the same"- Heraclitus!


    the GIRL was here at 11:31 PM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Wednesday, April 9, 2008 ♥

    Today for human motivation class, there was another

    presentation again. And this was the golden egg

    we got... woohooo..cute-sy isnt it? =) memorable!


    Anyway my topic for today isnt about some golden egg,

    but moving on to an even nicer and much more interesting

    topic- actually subject. Yeps, i'll be talking about a person

    that i came to know only this semester- start of january.

    And she is none other than Dr. Ng Wai Sheng. To those

    who do not know her yet, she's my Research Methods and

    Abnormal Psychology lecturer. One of the most challenging lecturers

    that i've met throughout my 18 years of life oftenly seeking for knowledge.

    Nope, this is not gonna be some bitch-bout-my-lecturer session, unfortunately

    to those who are hoping for it, you're gonna be dissapointed and

    i advice you not to continue reading. In fact, i'm starting to admire the

    way she works and her principles. If you were to join her lecture,

    you see her as another fun psychology lecturer. As nice, friendly and

    funny as she is, she's not your average lecturer. There isnt a word

    as 'lenient' in her dictionary. Well at first i wasnt very used to it,

    never had i face such a difficult- to-please-when-it-comes-to-work

    lecturer. But i guess, the vague feelings i had towards her at the start

    became some sort of admiration/role-model-ish sort of respect.



    So what got me thinking she's a real good lecturer?

    first of all, she has super high expectations for her students.

    That's bad, doesnt that mean that she would be stingy in

    giving marks for her papers? Yeps, unfortunately but

    looking at it from a different perspective, as a student, psy student,

    i guess it is a good way to prepare ourself with future challenges

    especially in our studies- overseas, masters, so on.....

    She seems to be very mean- giving low marks but yet,

    it is more like a training period. I would personally

    interpret it from a deeper level of thinking as a motivation

    to push us further and to get us to challenge her back

    by living up to her expectations. Second, i personally

    start to like the tiny little mistakes that you could have made,

    probably you wouldn't even notice it yourself (will show

    you a picture later for you to understand) but YET she is

    able to identify it and point it out. Circled IN RED. =)

    It's so cool. Total respect for someone who actually

    does such a thing, i wouldnt even have half the patience

    that she has in marking assg papers! Third,

    the way she expects you to think out of the box.

    Think critically- she rejects any statements that

    are based on common sense or just from the thin air.

    She looks for prove, evidence based = which leads to

    research based information as back up to the statements

    that you have made. Haha very tough to please, but challenging

    and different for me and i like it. I'll TAKE THE CHALLENGE! =)




    I guess i gave my reasons why i think she's really good.

    High quality lecturers are rare. For me to be able to meet one,

    i guess i'm kinda lucky if you're gonna look at it in a much more

    positive way! I got back my proposal for Research Methods

    today and looking through itmade me feel like posting it up here

    to share it with everyone!

    So let's take a look at my proposal, be prepared...muahahaha

    Front page cover.... okay, i oni got 6.5/10. Sad case!




    This is the first page and look at that.
    I realised she actually wrote comments
    for every single paragraph that she marks
    for all her students =.= swt...



    Here comes the exciting part. See the first "University"
    and she corrected it to "u". And look at that, i accidentally
    put a full stop before (Knippenberg) and she was able
    to identify it. So cool =) ....


    Believe it or not but even reference pages were
    circled in red....!! Totally unbelievable =)


    the GIRL was here at 1:24 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Tuesday, April 8, 2008 ♥

    Piano,

    Flashbacks of memories became so surreal,
    Bits and pieces of memories recollected.

    Missing pieces found its way back
    as thoughts of the past
    re-surfaced.

    The buoyant voice
    signifies happiness,
    Yet within the bliss,
    it sounded poignant;
    revealing the wound that it once covered.

    The rhythm slowly adapts to the pain,
    The flow of the notes tie the memories together,
    The droplets of rain sadly sat by the window panes
    Accompanying the lonely melody as it was being played.

    - Kathleen, 2008


    the GIRL was here at 2:13 AM - Melbourne .




    GET TO KNOW KATHLEEN BETTER....

    * The answers i chose


    1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?

    a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)

    b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)

    c) Painting in the park (5 pts)

    d) Rock concert (1 pt.)

    e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)


    2. What is your favorite type of music?

    a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)

    b) Alternative (1 pt.)

    c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)

    d) Country (5 pts.)

    e) Pop (3 pts.)


    3. What type of movies do you prefer?

    a) Comedy (2 pts.)

    b) Horror (1 pt.)

    c) Musical (3 pts.)

    d) Romance (4 pts.)

    e) Documentary (5 pts.)


    4. Which one of these occupations would you choose

    if you only could choose one of these?

    a) Waiter (4 pts.)

    b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)

    c) Teacher (3 pts.)

    d) Police (2 pts.)

    e) Cashier (1 pt)


    5 What do you do with your spare time?

    a) Exercise (5 pts.)

    b) Read (4 pts.)

    c) Watch television (2 pts.)

    d) Listen to music (1 pt.)

    e) Sleep (3 pts.)


    6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?

    a) Yellow (1 pt.)

    b) White (5 pts.)

    c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)

    d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)

    e) Red (4 pts.)


    7. What do you prefer to eat?

    a) Snow (3 pts.)

    b) Pizza (2 pts.)

    c) Sushi (1 pt.)

    d) Pasta (4 pts.)

    e) Salad (5 pts.)


    8. What is your favorite holiday ?

    a) Halloween (1 pt.)

    b) Christmas (3 pts.)

    c) New Year (2 pts.)

    d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)

    e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)


    9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?

    a) Paris (4 pts)

    b) Spain(5 pts)

    c) Las Vegas(1 pt)

    d) Hawaii(4 pts)

    e) Hollywood (3 pts)


    10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?

    a) Someone Smart (5 pts.)

    b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)

    c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)

    d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)

    e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)


    (points: 29-35)

    You are Sponge Bob Square Pants: You are the classic person that

    everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have

    and never wants to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they

    would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it' s

    funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous

    people and you will be stress free.




    the GIRL was here at 12:47 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Monday, April 7, 2008 ♥

    Boring day! Stupid Sunday. Nvr like Sundays, i feel

    extremely lazy on Sundays.....!!! So demotivated and

    sleepy. Haha. Anyway, i've got nothing much to blog about,

    unfortunately, running out of words to say! I mean getting

    stuck in the house for 2 days, what sort of updates do you

    expect from me. Anyway was checking out Jing Ying's blog

    and i found these two photos. So today my subject topic would

    be none other than Shee May- the mean girl who stole a pic

    with Jay and my Jing Ying. Noooooooooo... kill her pls!

    Haha, Shee May is my junior, urmx, 3 years my junior......
    look at those neoprints, so nicely designed by the both of them....

    arghh, kathleen has totally retired from being a neoprint designer...

    i have lost touch..... and look at their designs...damn nice right? =)
    *envy* ..... and grrr...i cant stand it, she took a pic with jay.....
    grrrrrrr.....
    Right: Jing ying
    Left: Shee May
    Shee May and Jay.... grrrrrr......
    Oh yeah moving on to the updates of ta-da
    my beloved couple Rainie + Mike He.....

    after so long, i updated myself with some new

    info from asianfanatics forum..... and i found this....

    Mike He's car being followed by media and he

    PURPOSELY THREW a cigarette box out from his window,

    which we believe that HE is doing that to DISTRACT the

    media from finding out that SOMEONE is actually in
    his car..... so let's take a zoom in of his very unique

    cigarette box which he got from japan... totally rare....
    After analyzing his cigarette box picture, DO YOU SEE

    IT? Even when he buys cigarettes, he actually gets one

    with the initial "R" on the cigarette box which represents

    "Rainie"..... not bad yeah, our investigation on it. Okay

    here comes the interesting part of the cigarette box,

    from the side view of the box, the letter "R" would actually

    become the letter "H" ......!! Cool? =) so obviously

    "R" stands for Rainie and "H" stands for He (Mike He)
    Mike He's hand, can you see it?
    Cigarette box found....
    Front view
    Side View.... =)

    Cool??? =) Yay....
    And i found a lot of "co-incidence" pics whereby
    they always look in the same direction especially for cameras
    even when the rest of the others look at other cameras...
    they alwiz talk and laugh with each other especially for
    talk shows even when Kingone is there... oh yeah, good
    news, the both of them actually made a vow in 2004 that
    they wont be in any relationship and would only focus on their
    career for 5 years starting from the day that they start to vow..
    and the 5 year vow is about to end, so i really hope to get
    some good news from them, next year...!!! They're
    too cute for words....



    the GIRL was here at 12:31 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Saturday, April 5, 2008 ♥

    Okay, on thursday afternoon, baby and i went to

    one utama to watch "L Change the world".

    So we had lunch at Jack's Place since the

    movie will only start at 1.50pm. hmmm

    Jack's Place punya food really not bad =)

    go check it out yeah- serves western food.

    Price urmx, close to TGIF and Chilis.

    Yeps, Oh yeah i saw sam and his gf

    at the one utama cinemas too, apparently

    they were gonna watch the same movie

    as baby and i... haha same cinema hall

    tim. The movie wasnt that bad, i actually


    kinda like it, like the extremely weird

    "L".... haha, he's kinda cool, the way he

    sits and everything, weird but cool.

    And after bb explained to me about

    what death note 1 and death note 2

    was about, hmmm, i start to think


    that maybe i should watch both of it

    too..... it sounds pretty good =)

    i've got some bad feedbacks on the movie

    but i guess it could be that the movie is

    in japanese. Harder to understand right?

    =) hahahaha eventhough there are translations but

    well... still...anyway today, there was a presentation

    during human motivation class- supposedly the presentation

    should be a motivational seminar. Anyway, there was this

    activity during the seminar whereby we had to


    a word, to describe the person sitting on the left


    regardless whether we know the person or not,

    on a piece of square paper. After that, we were

    told to fold origami..... =) of course they guide us


    and then, we pass it to the the person on the left =)

    to keep! I got from Aida =) and yeps, thanks girl...

    really sweet of you ^^..... =) Hmmm, after class,


    i went to lowyat with bb to get his external

    hard disk. He spent rm 300 for it but he's

    really happy that he got it... hahahahah...!


    Oh yeah, guess who i saw at sg wang?

    Lallalala, emil chau, yes yes!!!

    I am that lucky.... 3rd time

    seeing a star by co-incidence!


    1st) zhang dong liang

    2nd) Lin yu Zhong

    3rd) emil chau....

    cool right?? haha, btw emil chau

    interacts with his fans.... by shaking

    their hands la, hugging them la....


    omg! I AM SO SURPRISE...

    bcuz JAY CHOU WILL NEVER

    DO such a thing. Oh why =(

    anyway, i got to shake his hands...

    haha and got his autograph as well...


    woohooo!! so cool =) ..... Oh yeah will post up


    the pix tommorow yah, still havent get it from


    bb yet =) isnt very clear, so dunt have high


    expectations bcuz i didnt bring my camera...


    so used bb's hp camera ONLy... =pp

    This is the origami thing...
    Ta-da....from aida

    Emil chau's autograph...see see.. =)


    hehe.. ^^

    Oh my previous zhang dong liang
    autographed poster =) cool right right...
    weee... *ignore the help guidebook*
    whahahahaha... =pp


    Okay, so emil will be added into my list of 'singers that i've met'


    up to date, these are the singers that i've met...


    1) UK boyband blue (got all their autograph except for Lee Ryan..
    and got a peck by DUNCAN... ^^ HAHAHAH...)


    2) Simple plan (got their autographs)


    3) Siti Nurhaliza (twice, once at a charity and once at my gradnite)


    4) JJ Lin (twice with his autograph & shook his hands too)


    5) Genie Zhuo (卓文萱) (Once, autograph as well)


    6) Edison chen (Once for the Initial D promo)


    7) Shawn Yue (Once for the Initial D promo)


    8) Baron Chen (Once for the Kung fu dunk promo... swt)


    9) Nicholas Teo / Zhang Dong Liang (Autograph for his zheng green tea)


    10) Lin Yu Zhong (Promo for shades)


    11) Emil Chau (autograph for his promo of concert tix)


    12) Ron Ng / Ng Cheuk Hei (吳卓羲) (promo for his drama)


    13) Myolie Wu/ Wu Hang Yi (胡杏兒) (Promo for her drama)


    14) Raymond Lam/ Lam Fong (林峰) (Promo for his drama)


    15) Sonija Kwok/ Kwok Sin Nei (郭羡妮) (promo for her drama)


    16) S.H.E. (autograph and shook hands with them once)


    17) Nan Quan Mama (twice, both times as guest stars at Jay concert)


    18) Landy Wen/ Wen Lan (温岚) (Once at jay's concert- as guest star)


    19) Wang Lee Hom (Three times but got 5 of his autograph =) for the last
    3 albums......)


    20) Jay Chou ( 5 times- Incomparable concert, Initial D promo, November
    chopin autograph session, kung fu dunk promo & Jay's 2007
    world tour concert)


    Ta-da my list...ppl that i wanna meet:- david tao, wilber pan, Twins,


    Gary Cao (Cao Ge), Rainie yang + Mike he, Cyndi Wang, fahrenheit,


    Rain, se7en... and yeps, i guess that's all for now... cant think of any


    hahahaha =)


    the GIRL was here at 12:51 AM - Melbourne .



    ♥ Tuesday, April 1, 2008 ♥

    woohoooo, posting again. Glad to see me??

    alright, so let's see what happened, urmx,

    yesterday went one utama with bb, watched

    'awake'. Really good movie... =) go watch it....

    Oh yeah i finally got another wallet...woohoo...

    it's really nice, it's new arrival- summer collection.

    And it's limited! =) HEHE..... but it's bad as well, cuz

    ngam ngam when i go there to buy, mine was the only

    stock left. Grrrr...i hate that. today nothing much le,

    heavy rain again! Haha.... =) oh yeah was

    looking around friendster the other day and I

    FOUND THIS .... ta-da pictures of yau hong and

    adeline. Sorry i cant help it, they just look

    so cute together! I cant stop forgetting the times

    when mel and I used to tease adeline about

    yau hong cuz we are too free.... hahahahha =) of course

    yau hong didnt know, if not he would have given
    us his long long lONG Lecture about being overly
    imaginative and being so busy body
    *sobs sobs* even

    after so long, they look so cute!! wahahhahaha!!
    I'm sure adeline was so happy when she saw yau hong
    during gradnite again, it's like "finally my husband is
    back" WHAHAHAHAHAHA =pp
    my new wallet...i love the new summer designs
    Yeps the both of them...cute?? =) damn cute


    the GIRL was here at 10:37 PM - Melbourne .